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joshva - after the storm lyrics

[intro]

(devin raquel)

[verse: joshva]

ahh
things are so disgusting i can not discuss them
young fella turned nothing to something
and how i did it how i got here that is not for discussion
i had to make a couple choices i’m ashamed to discuss em
that’s why i sit and tell you
things are so disgusting i can not discuss them
and as of late i think i’m playing it safe
overthinking all the thoughts that they won’t say to my face
i take the bricks that they throwing at me and build like i’m gates
i try to tell you people
things are so disgusting i can not discuss them
i used to want to have relations or something
but now it feel like only season i relate to is cuffing
i used to want to be in love but think i’d settle for crushing
i tried to tell you people
things are so disgusting i should not discuss them
i’m trying hard to move on
the story of a survivor who had to weather his storm
you couldn’t give me five minutes
a tile in my crew you couldn’t oblige in it
a mile in my shoes you think you surviving it
i just hope that when we 80
this never don’t drive you crazy
to realize your life would of been better if i was in it

[verse: devin raquel}

things are so disgusting i can not discuss them
you wanna know the truth but you ain’t got the stomach
my ex was so disgusting and i still love em
had a couple babies guess i’m stuck on em
i’m stuck on em
stuck on em
even after i left em people still judging
my past is so disgusting i’m ashamed of it
heart heavy i can’t even bear the weight of it
just wanna be numb can’t bear the pain of it
i ignored all the warnings
kept going back for more torture
can’t take it anymore
still dreaming horror stories

(devin raquel & joshva)

you told me that you love me
you said we’d last forever
said any storm we faced we’ll get through it together but
but now i look back and i see the storm was you
and now i made it through and i don’t know what to do
going in circles with the same point of view
going insane with the same point of view

can’t calculate the aftermath
i was never good at math
took you out my equation
still can’t escape your wrath

[breakdown: joshva]

took you out the equation
but couldn’t equate the math
never thought that the situation would equate to that

yeah
i’m just on a
i just got a lot to say

how does it always begin with me and you
i know our timing was off i had some things
that was bubbling had to see em through
and don’t start acting like i’m the reason you got your guard up
uhuh
that’s between he and you
your insecurities led you to pile some brick upon the wall
about the size of cuba
conversations touch and go like we riding an uber
and while your insecurities start to drive your medulla
i get to making sense of things with my sense of humor
tron goin here this
and ask how’d i know to switch up the vibe
to which i’m going respond it’s a feeling i get inside
like back in 99
i’m talking y2k we all just out here antic-p-ting the times
like calvin i’m going decline
to talk to tommy listen he’ll figure that out on his time
tell sony to cut the check
i walk through hot 97 like where’s flex
thing’s is starting to get real complex
cuz every joe budden gotta pay they respects
look
please pardon all my aggression
i’m overcompensating for the margin that in my checkings
me and a six figure deal chose to go us our separate ways
in the name of social expression
at 26 i yearn for connections rooted in essence
i’ve always been a man of discretion
that’s not a question
i learned a little life after lessons
just don’t ask me bout no stupid questions
like am i finished no
no fornication i’m all up in it
hard to be p-ssive aggressive
i’m more like progressive
the flow will save you a bundle i got this new perspective
sometimes they tell me that i’m too possessive
well i don’t care white people with leverage
i’m tryna elevate
if i can’t do it then i delegate
i’d rather celebrate then to medicate
fellas poppin zans just to meditate
and like seniors that’s off to college sometimes we just
tryna move to a better state
i know there’s better ways
diana reeves singing i got better days
and full sail just tried to charge me a quarter million with interest
i told em i no longer got the interest
the rep told me don’t get to stressing
just think of what i’m doing as an investment
aha ha ha
i dropped out quicker than bad connections
i’d like to think my adolescence for adding lessons
understand the difference between debt and some bad investments
please spare me the lectures
at times it’s constant pressures
situations getting uglier than your uncle fester
my life’s an open letter
that’s not the best situation
sometimes i’m running so behind and then remember i’m haitian
mama probing questions just to see if i’m dating
i’m so tenacious
and it’s kind of awkward cuz it feel like my whole life
has just been writing these pages
tell me what’s become of you
five summers i been on a run or two
keep going if i wanted to
six minutes in i got a ton of truth
yeah
six minutes in still got a ton to do

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