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joyner lucas – forever lyrics

[intro]
yo, i know you don’t understand my words
but you will eventually
you will eventually, some day
one day

[hook]
i know you don’t understand my words but you will eventually
and when you get older, i hope you don’t hold this sh-t against me
i hope you understand i love you more than life itself
and this is nothin’ but your daddy’s thoughts when he was feelin’ empty

[verse 1]
and everything ain’t always what it seems like on the outside
i fought so many tears so that you would never see the outcry
i never wanted kids until i lived and went through hard times
and became a man that fell in love with someone that my heart finds
but you know how that sh-t go, young and reckless, different women part time
and i wasn’t ready for that life yet, i was in my dark prime
me and your moms ain’t get along and she gave me a hard time
i really think that we just crossed paths at the wrong time
i wasn’t happy when she said she was pregnant
probably the worst news of my life, that sh-t was so depressing
i told her she should get an abortion and i really meant it
i’m sorry that i said that sh-t, yo i was trippin’

[hook]
i know you don’t understand my words but you will eventually
and when you get older, i hope you don’t hold this sh-t against me
i’m sorry, yo

[verse 2]
and i never wanted a broken home to raise you from a distance
yeah i’ll admit it, i was scared of that type of commitment
even hopes of a miscarriage, anything bad that could happen
that’d get me out of that situation, i was livid
i felt like sh-t about my thoughts, that wasn’t me, i’m different
plus i was dealing with some demons that i couldn’t live with
i told her she should get an abortion and i really meant it, d-mn

[hook]
i know you don’t understand my words but you will eventually
and when you get older i hope you don’t hold this sh-t against me
hope you don’t hate me, i was selfish, i hope you forgive me
i hope you forgive me (please forgive me)

[verse 3]
and i still remember your baby shower like, it was yesterday
and to your mom it was special, me, just another day
i wish that you could see the pictures, all the fake phony smilin’
had to pretend that i was happy, deep down i was cryin’
ma asked if i was okay, i turned around and looked away
i was dryin’ all my tears, look back to say “yeah”
i was lyin’, godd-mn, how the h-ll i get here?
this is it, this supposed to be my life, this ain’t how i pictured it
i never felt so d-mn alone, but it was more than often
one of the worst days of my life, and i ain’t even lyin’
we argued when we came home, i blame myself for all this
i think that i was holding a grudge cause she ain’t get an abortion
i’m sorry (f-ck) d-mn

[hook]
and i know you can’t understand my words but you will eventually
and when you get older, i hope you don’t hold this sh-t against me
i can’t believe i tried to hurt you, i hope you forgive me
please, please

[verse 4]
and everything ain’t always what it seems like on the outside
i fight so many tears so that you would never see the outcry
i sacrificed my life so you could live it, peace
want to give you things my father couldn’t give to, me
i think i was raised wrong and that’s just what it is to me
and if you ask him then his -ss gon’ probably disagree
but whatever, whatever…
and nothing’s ever made me cry as much as you, i swear
your smile gives me motivation and some new ideas
my worst fear is always you not knowing who i am
cause i been on the road dreamchasing for you out here
i was the first thing that you opened your eyes to
and the last one that you said goodnight to
i went home and cried to
and i bawled my eyes out and then watched you
glad i got you, that’s a blatant fact
and every negative thing i said i swear i take it back

[hook]
i know you don’t understand my words but you will eventually
and when you get older, i hope you don’t hold this sh-t against me
i hope you understand i love you more than i love myself
and this is nothin’ but your daddy’s thoughts when he was feelin’ empty
i was feelin’ empty, i been feelin’ empty
i put my emotions in this music when i’m feelin’ empty
i hope you forgive me
please, please

[voicemail]
yo w-ssup, this is joyner
i’m unable to take your call right now
leave me a brief message and i’ll get back to you, peace

[brief message]
ayo n-gg-, this is like the twelfth time i’ve call you, dawg
i’m sick of getting this f-cking voicemail, my n-gg-
i need my money today, n-gg-!
not tomorrow, not next week, n-gg-, i want it now, bro!
don’t have me pull up and, and stunt!
you know how the f-ck i do, my n-gg-!
that’s the last thing you want, so get that paper right, bro
i’m not f-cking around!

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