joyner lucas - revenge lyrics
[intro]
the more that i want, the more that i grind
the more that i shine, the more that i stride
the more that i stunt, the more that i cheat
the more that she leaves, the more that she cry
the harder to trust, the more that i lie
the more that she died, the more i realize
the more that i, the more that i
(yeah, yeah)
[verse]
the more that i try, the more that i want
the more that i grind, the more that i shine
the more that i stride, the more that i stunt
the more that i cheat, the more that she leaves
the more that she cry, the harder to trust
the more that i lie, the more that she dies
somehow i realize i’m harder to love
i’m harder to—
i’m harder to teach, my heart is a beat
and i am a drum, i’m harder to keep
but harder to sleep
i’m scared of the dark, i’m not gonna run
i’m harder to break, but harder to make
you get in my way, i’m drawing my gun
i’m not gonna play, i’m not for the games
i’m not gonna change, put that on my son
put that on my mom, put that on my sis
put that on my b-tch and all of my hoes
put that on my team, put that on my g’s
i say what i mean, you already know
put that on my city, put that on my bentley
i got me a beamer, i wanted a rolls
sip on some henny and ride with the semi
all my n-ggas with me, i’m calling a toast
(blah, blah, blah)
callin’ the plug, you callin’ the cops
i call you a snitch, you holdin’ a grudge
you callin’ the judge, you say you a thug
i call you a b-tch, i call you a ho
don’t call me your bro, don’t call me no more
i call you a trick, i’m tired of the hate
i’m tired of the snakes, i’m tired of your face; you all on my d-ck
i wanted the fame, i wanted the name
i wanted a break, i wanted to love
i wanted the cake, i wanna be great
i wanted to change and all the above
you want me to fall, you want me to crawl
you want me to stall, they want me on drugs
you want me to fail, they want me in jail
they wantin’ my soul, they wantin’ my blood
i’m out for revenge, i’m out for the ends
i’m out for respect, i’m out for the crown
i’m out for the reign, they startin’ to aim
i hopped in the plane, i’m not going down
i’m dodging the flames, they callin’ my name
i wanna be saved but i don’t know how
i thought i was saved, but i got a plan
let’s load up the chopper and ride it around, woo
[chorus]
it kinda feels like i’m dyin’ on the inside
it kinda feels like i been tryna get by
and i been this way since day one
i don’t need no medication
no, i don’t need no drugs
what? maybe i’m different
and maybe my adhd got me trippin’
and maybe i’m just everything that you missin’, yeah
i feel like i’m dying inside
why do i think crazy?
someone save me
you can’t blame me
it’s my adhd
[verse 2]
yeah, my mind racin’, i been paranoid
overthinking, maybe that’s a void
don’t cut me off like i don’t have a voice
i think i was born different
i ain’t really have a choice, yeah
counsellin’ session, you a hour late
don’t play with me, today is not the day
pay attention, i am no deranged
i could tell you what i’m thinkin’
i just don’t know how to say it
[bridge]
maybe i get on yo’ nerves
i mean what i say
i been a man of my word
yeah, i’m wide awake
maybe a little disturbed
but that’s just me
you don’t bleed the blood i bleed
i wear my heart on my sleeve, n-gga
[chorus]
and i been this way since day one
i don’t need no medication
no, i don’t need no drugs
what? maybe i’m different
and maybe my adhd got me trippin’
and maybe i’m just everything that you missin’, yeah
i feel like i’m dying inside
why do i think crazy?
someone save me
you can’t blame me
it’s my adhd
yeah, it kinda feels like i’m dyin’ on the inside
it kinda feels like i been tryna get by
[verse 3]
yippie, yippie, ya, yo
yippie, ya, ya
starin’ at the fire, k-mbaya
i’ma take you higher, take you higher
i’ma take you higher, take you higher
so many things in my head
what am i thinkin’?
how come i can’t go sleep in my bed?
i hear them talkin’, everyone’s tryin’ to
leave me for dead
’cause they want me gone
this that sh-t i be on
ain’t no one to lean on
[chorus]
they know i been this way since day one
i don’t need no medication
or maybe i’m on one
or maybe i’m different
and maybe my adhd got me trippin’
and maybe i’m just everything that you missin’, yeah
i feel like i’m dying inside
why do i think crazy?
someone save me
you can’t blame me
it’s my adhd
[outro]
yeah, it kinda feels like i’m dyin’ on the inside
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