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jt kidd - already in black lyrics

[intro: nick nemeth]
i’ve been told i’m a loser, i’ve been told i suck, i’ve been told “not tall enough”, i’ve been told i’m too loud, i’ve been told i run my mouth backstage, and you know why i run my mouth? because if you could get in the ring with me one person backstage, one person! outdoes me in this business in any aspect! i will not be outshined!! there is no one, no one, when i’m cooking at the top level of my game that can hang with me. there’s a reason they chant my name, i didn’t get in this business for myself, i didn’t get in this business, to prove myself to my parents to family to the world, every night i show them how d-mn good i am at this! you can blame people in any walk of life. you can blame people at work, you can blame your boss, you can blame your friends, you can blame influences, your parents, you name it. but at some point, you need to talk responsibility for yourself. i have this thing known as the “it factor”. where you can strike up a conversation with anyone, you can step into something that’s not your comfort zone, you can go on a media circus for 12 hours and you can still go to work on sleep and go out to the ring and do what you do better than anyone else in this business and i know it sounds like i say it a lot, because i do it every single night, i swear. every night! every night! i deliver! i deliver! and…..and what do i get for it?

[verse]
what do i get for it? not a thing
just a doctor’s note saying i got mood swings
all i see is black in my mood rings
so how you telling me i don’t go through things?
i been screwed so many times, i just ask, “man, what is trust?”
i been brought down so much, i keep asking the world “am i good enough?”
oh, yeah! i am a crazy individual
but you can’t blame me, because you’re the one who made me criminal
i was the world’s protege
who just got thrown away
being in this world makes me feel like my soul will break
i know my path, and i know my destination
but the matter of the fact is i don’t know if i will make it
yeah, i know these people don’t care about me
i look up for guidance and i see it’s very cloudy
at a time i blamed god, but i really need to blame myself
cause why would he not help me? but he helps everybody else
maybe it’s something that i did
i think that’s what it is
but i don’t know if it’s the reason i did not wanna live
please, someone, save me! help me!
but do i deserve it?
because my whole life i was told that i was worthless
and i’m starting to believe it
inspiration is really needed
i’m feeling defeated
i sent out a message, did anyone receive it?
do i have the will?
should i write a will?
will i be alive until?
do i still having surviving sk!ll?
do i have worth?
have i not earned?
recovery from being burnt?
or a place on this earth?

[hook]
i’m gonna be gone for a while, i don’t know when i’ll be back
i’m gonna be far away, i don’t know where i’ll be at
but there is one thing!
i can tell you that’s fact
if i die today, it’s okay
cause i’m already in black
i’m gonna be gone for a while, i don’t know when i’ll be back
i’m gonna be far away, i don’t know where i’ll be at
but there is one thing!
i can tell you that’s fact
if i die today, it’s okay
cause i’m already in black
i’m already in black
just throw me into the casket
put me into the dirt, i’ll disappear just like magic
all i know is i gotta get away from this madness
besides this is what you wanted, so don’t pretend that it’s tragic
i’m already in black
just throw me into the casket
put me into the dirt, i’ll disappear just like magic
and if i survive, the top is where i’ll be heading
plus i’m already in black, so i already look like a legend

outro: nick nemeth]
everything i do is to become better! the best!! ever!!!

and i’m not gonna stop, until i reach that point

and i don’t know

if i can continue doing this

- jt kidd lyrics

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