julian kushman - lost lyrics
[verse 1: julian kushman]
i don’t really who to trust no more
i don’t even know if i can trust anymore
lie to myself and i just can’t afford
another heartbreak you be breaking down, but
why do i stay if it’s just more on my
shoulder? why am i playing it down?
why do i gotta go drown myself?
why do i gotta go doubt myself?
maybe i’m just not enough these people and
that’s why they leave me, believe me, i’ve been at
bottom but maybe it’s ruff and it shows
that i’m not dreaming i’m grieving my brother that
lost his life at twenty tell me you
feel me, but do you i doubt it now how much it
cost to being him back many peoplе
tell me they can but i doubt it i
nеver been the one just to think money solves everything cause it won’t and i don’t know
sever my ties every blink man i think of you
bring me back to the old days
thinking of the time always
talked about life and spiteful talking’ to
god like i’m suicidal and i be
blaming you cause you are the reason i’m lost
[verse 2: julian kushman]
always had faith in you, but do you have it for
us i’m feeling’ disgusted, why do you
always put me in this rut what about
us i feel you just hate me
maybe you just can’t save me cause
lately i’ve been in this crazy predicament
crazy i can’t even picture it, live with it
daily but i’ve been so okay with it this
feeling that i get am i the only one i’m
feeling like i’m tripped and lonely i’m
feeling like there is no purpose what if i’m
dealing pain on the surface? i am and i
plan to suffer in silence let me
insecurities eat me alive
plan my funeral relying on
me i feel i’ll be another
mistake i’m faking a smile is too
late? i’m making it well, i don’t have
too much you’re breaking me down, taking everyone
back and you put them in the ground i don’t really
get it your pathetic cause you let it happen
tell me why you really let it happen take another
person, i’m hurting but certain life is a
burden but i’m trying to find myself
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