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julie ragbeer - why won't you punish me? lyrics

[verse 1]
i just woke up from a crazy dream
only to realize it happened
all those letters i sent you
only to be trashed in a black bag
you told your mom about it
and she went to mine

[chorus]
why won’t you punish me?
tell me i’m the worst person to ever exist
tell me that you hate me
that what i did was unforgivable
i didn’t mean any of it
that’s not me
that’s not the girl i want you to see

[verse 2]
your mom talks to my mom
she has to tell you all about what’s going on
cat’s out of the bag
and i wish you didn’t know my secret
but what i didn’t see at the time was
how you all understood

[chorus]
why won’t you punish me?
tell me i’m thе worst person to ever еxist
tell me that you hate me
that what i did was unforgivable
i didn’t mean any of it
that’s not me
that’s not the girl i want you to see
[bridge]
i spent so much time in therapy
everyone’s telling me “you’re being too hard on yourself”
but i never got to say sorry
so i’ve let sleeping dogs lie for the past 6 years
i felt i got away with it
but i did everything i could to end it all

[verse 3]
thing is you never held anything against me
your mom says “steroids make people do crazy things”
maybe i can be forgiven
for now, i’ll stay embarrassed

[outro]
writing love notes to doctors
and i didn’t catch myself
before i fell
wondering what is wrong with me
and that’s how steroids k!lled me
oh, it k!lled me

- julie ragbeer lyrics

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