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julien sword - ballet lyrics

[verse 1: julien sword]
i’m ahead of myself, fall apart when i’m awake
how i make it to the city? tryna’ make it through the day
wish my nephew didn’t miss me, he don’t know why i’m away
gotta fix my f+cking time, wrist skate dancing like ballet
suicidal with the brakes, almost died, i played it safe
losing sleep on my mistakes, almost cried like twice today
yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
aye, back up in it
i f+cked my mind up for a winter just to keep my distance
i do not f+ck with all y’all like you think, good at pretending
my mind is broke, i’m reading notes but they don’t ever listen
i swear they never listen
z z z, my stick on e
my life online, my hype 6 deep
it’s frightening when they silence me
in my zone i’m on my timing, need my inner peace
new shawty, she just not feeling the energy

[verse 2: henry draw]
my own mind is my motherf+ckin’ enemy
it’s not creating happiness for me, yo’ f+ck the chemistry
my parents tell me “find some help, we’ll put you into therapy”
i’m not telling these strangers how i feel like open sesame
my midlife crisis is gonna dawn at 26
final moments at a keyboard, slavin’ way at 20 mixes
homing missile, destroyin’ these bridges
i slow clap while growin’ inches, and losin’ diction
i hate like more than half of my blood, i want my family away
and the other bit i love is constantly in disarray
like, it’s been a couple years and uncle still ain’t have a kidney
his children got some jobs, i haven’t seen ‘em ‘cause we busy
and grandma gonna need some surgery, what a surprise
see austin during christmas, i can’t look him in his eyes
the cycle runs like every year, i’m so sick of reprise
i start to weep, and then i sleep, i don’t wanna arise
i don’t wanna arise

- julien sword lyrics

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