juzo - cherry blossoms lyrics
[verse 1: syntactics]
i woke up to another day’s mourning
tears all dried from last night’s torrents
this seems wrong but it’s normal to me
so i chose to go ahead and ignore it
it’s been this way since the demons came
all i wanted was some friends to play
they’re the ones who didn’t run from me
and they stuck around, kept me company
we share our lives, we share our thoughts
they had my back when things went wrong
in highs they cheered, in lows they stayed
when no one else wanted to remain
but my mindset changed and it turned like theirs
they dragged me in to a life of fear
depression, shame, and isolation
awareness of their heartless sanctions
i wanted out but i was in too deep
my screams and shouts only heard by me
i built up walls for my defense
but i locked the demons within my head
and everything that used to bring
happiness and joy just went upstream
the river’s frozen over and i just think
how i’ll be dead if i stay beneath
it’s hard to say that the demons are conquered
but it doesn’t mean it’s impossible to prosper
i realized that, and decided to myself
that i wouldn’t succ-mb to this any longer
the demons still reside in the depths of my mind
but every day i fight, and the future gets brighter
after the fall comes a winter, with a spring right back
and though the cherry blossoms wither, know the beauty that they had
[verse 2: juzo]
devoured by the worries of the future
and haunted by the past
all the minutes that are wasted
being paranoid and anxious ‘bout things will never come back
i’m taking my life for granted, my time is mismanaged
i can’t ever seem to enjoy the moment
my thoughts got me locked still the clock is going
it’s like everything around except me ain’t frozen
life is too short
to be sitting ‘round saying that i’m bored
at that point simply living is a ch0r-
don’t want that i desire something more
like chasing my dreams, helping those in need
or becoming the person that i want to be
but i’m down in depression
so deep that my soul’s in distress despite all my blessings
running to my fantasies
cause things are too tough in reality
i’m stuck in my mind and tricked by my lies
sometimes i just wanna blow my brain with the nine
but i don’t want an early death
already lost two young friends
i’m just sick and tired of everything
that even doing what i love gets me stressed
i wanna fulfill my purpose
but it’s hard when you feel so worthless
tryna find hope by reading some verses
still here i am in this cycle
maybe laziness is my idol
that i really don’t want to admit
i wanna cherish life instead of being idle
there are so many things that i don’t want to miss
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