jxfiend - !shouldbedead lyrics
{verse 1: jxfiend}
(the first cut is always the deepest)
the 6th i’m born
i wanna die (save me)
i f+cking cry
i wonder why i don’t see bride
walking on isle cameras flashing
flowers blossom
i cannot lie, i f+ck with blood
i slit my wrist
i popped that molly, xanax, perci numb me out (drugs)
them drugs free my head
i hail to stan, he is my lord(the devil)
you bearly know sh+t
you act like you love me
don’t act like you care
you act like you’ve been there
when n0body’s there
this sh+t is not fare
why am i here? (yah)
i should be dead (just k!ll me!)
i should be left in a ditch(k!ll me! k!ll me!)
noose around my neck (k!ll me! k!ll me!)
suicidal sh+t (k!ll me! k!ll me!)
suicidal sh+t (k!ll me!!)
(i shall not hide my feelings
you cannot assume someone wants attention because of the scars on their wrist you bearly know what the person is going thru but you have the decency to jump into conclusions and say they want attention you don’t even ask why they’re going thru stfu they don’t need your negativity
this for the ones that relate, the ones that know razor blade is the only thing that’s there when you’re alone the ones that know venting doesn’t really help when you’re sad, it just let’s other people know how you feel)
{verse 2: jxfiend }
f+ck your attention
i don’t f+kk with your love
i don’t need affection all i need is drugs
i got ptsd, anxiety
i get panic attacks while i’m in class
doing that lo reminds me of past
the flashbacks just hit me
the falmes were so huge
my mom always walked out
step sis pulled a knife
my dad had to step back
step bro pulled a knife
my dad got his strap
strap fully loaded daddy tryna pop him
i had to stop him
i grabbed the gun i had to act fast
sh+t is f+cked up thou it’s all in my past
drugs make me feel better
ain’t no cap in my rap
rainy days ft. the class
don’t give a f+ck who lookin
oh d+mn my bad
i slapped your ass finna spazz
(funny thing is i didn’t ask to be born, so why do i deserve to live this life i don’t wanna live?)
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