kacc - the pain never goes away lyrics
[intro]
oh uh, crying every night, every night
the pain never going away
[verse]
the gun on my shelf luring me in
i can see the devil holding the gun with a grin
he’s handing it to me, telling me to k!ll me
i’m hesitant but might as well, since i f+cking hate me
please listen
i’m a express these feelings within
cause i can’t keep this sh+t in
i need to get things off my chest
i don’t care about some shorty with br++sts
i’ll never have that, cause i feel there’s more important quests
yeah
i never sinned
so why won’t god help me with these demons
i honestly hate
talkin bout these feelings
cause guess what?
people have their own problems to deal with
always sad
starting to think that happiness is a myth
nothing has changed, i still despise myself
if things don’t change, i might just off myself
taking these drugs, hoping i can feel myself
but no matter what, i can’t ever ever love myself
crying at 3 am listening to mac
realizing that that the music i make, is wack
theirs so many thing’s i wish i had, but lack
i couldn’t tell you, what i did last last week
probably met the men in black
or maybe it’s cause every day is the f+cking same
my life is so f+cking boring and lame
i’m such a loser, but i’m to be blamed
i wish i could meet the version of me, that is critically acclaimed
the devil and the angel playin tug of war
with the way i am now, i think the devil won
every day i’m demanding more and more
from myself, but i’m so useless that i just can’t
keep on doin this sh+t
everyone winning, while i’m not doin sh+t
constantly day dreaming of a life i wish i had
i’m so f+cking sad, waiting for the day i die
but maybe that’s a lie cuz honestly i’m
waiting for the day, i turn the gun on the devil
live happily ever after, and improve my mental
i’ve been cruising, but i’ll put my foot to the pedal
after this fight though, i think i’ll deserve a medal
i just told you everything on this instrumental
i wrote all this from my heart, so it’s sentimental
every happy day feels like it’s rental, hope you can understand
even though i’m temperamental yeah
[outro]
oh uh
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