kade haven - january 7th 2021 lyrics
2021 , january 7th
tattooed in my brain you con call it an obsession
beauty to the side what i loved was our connection
i put you through oppression now i’m sittin’ in depression
9 months in i was getting high to get by
it wasn’t you i promise
i wish i talked about it
in reality i thought i couldn’t make you happy
felt like i couldn’t do enough
got in my head tried to numb the feeling back to using drugs (another relapse)
then we hardly conversating cus’ i’m looking for a rush
sorry if i changed your perspective of love
saying sorry but i know sorry’s never enough
never wanted to accept the fact we’rе done
i just want you to be happy hope you rеally find the one
let go of resentments i can’t lie i had a ton
saying horrible things thinking that i “won”
everything went wrong in october
i’d do anything for some closure
was praying the mistakes would only bring us closer
now i’m sober and i see i was a monster
cupid got a switch shooting long range
kind of ironic cus’ we were long range
isabel i hope you know you’re always in my heart , in my mind 5ever and ever
cupid got a switch shooting long range
california and florida together long range
i admit i’m the problem no one else to blame
i’ve been making progression cus’ a lot changed
i’m not tryna’ win you back
all i want is closure tired of running laps
accepted that it’s over it’s still hurting bad
then i hear coldplay and think about what we once had (listening to yellow )
to keep it real i never cheated it’s not in my heart
but i definitely manipulated and mistreated
i been sober for awhile won’t let my actions be repeated
so i’m looking back for a good reason
growing from my past decisions
it’s been awhile and a lot changed
california and florida together long range
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