kali dreamer - newmaker lyrics
[hook]
do you really wanna die like this?
i didn’t raise a quitter
i won’t let you let go
missed a chance to be reborn
i pulled you from the dirt
and gave you a new home
you’re new to me
i don’t care if you love me
[verse 1]
trying to reconcile
what i feel inside
still get live
even though i wanna die
gotta live your words
‘fore you get burned
end up in an urn
handful of dirt
six feet in the earth
picked myself off the curb
skipped out on the he-rs-
wrote another verse
working on this rebirth
am i a gift or curse?
food for the worms?
trying to make a wish
can’t find the words
no longer mortal
this depression turned to rigor mortis
they wish they had aborted
all of this
could have avoided
all i want is love and get none
f-ck em all, i wanna run
burn it all and count my losses
all my life, i been in crosshairs
they never answered my prayers
saw it coming like a soothsayer
undertake me to my maker
no faking, make me a newmaker
in the lazarus position
brain dead
and they still won’t listen
life is just a fiction
i don’t care
and i won’t miss it
i can feel the walls closing in
the air is running thinner
i’ve been living like a saint
but i’m dying like a sinner
don’t try to call me quitter
i been at it like an addict
i’ve been fighting to survive
liar, living lost its magic
[hook]
do you really wanna die like this?
i didn’t raise a quitter
i won’t let you let go
missed a chance to be reborn
i pulled you from the dirt
and gave you a new home
you’re new to me
i don’t care if you love me
[verse 2]
said i’m not good enough, all outta f-cks
why should i prove i’m deserving of love?
how you looking down, when you never been up?
i’m still facing down, can’t keep my head up
wasn’t the weapons, the words bled us
dta, n0body i trust
been alone, don’t need none of you f-cks
keep my feelings tucked
she said i’m cold and distant
pluto logic
heart on froze, ap watches
privy to this hidden knowledge
part of me that lives in hospice
the temperature rising
oh my god, am i dying?
i’m feeling like daniel
i’m down with the lions
cried enough tears to conceal a leviathan
you can keep running
there’s no place worth hiding in
i don’t really wanna die
but i’m scared to keep living
everyday gets cold
like i’m stuck in the winter
wanna tap right out, and just die like a quitter
i failed the day i chose to let the world make me bitter
what i feel inside
i’m buried by my pride
flirting with the reaper’s scythe
enticed by a life of lies and compromise
virgil, lead me to the lower layers
starry crown, who’s the new heir?
preaching, “life will never be fair”
they could’ve made it better
but they never really cared
i’m tired of hearing them say, “man up”
i’m choking on this air, could you please let up?
tell me why you wish
to see me lying in the ground
i wanna get up
you got my epitaph written down
[hook]
do you really wanna die like this?
i didn’t raise a quitter
i won’t let you let go
missed a chance to be reborn
i pulled you from the dirt
and gave you a new home
you’re new to me
i don’t care if you love me
[outro x8]
you quitter
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