kaushion - reality lyrics
[intro]
i look in the mirror
i look at myself
i look at my problems
but then im not seekin the help
im lookin for answers
im searchin for clues
these people surround me
but nun of them carrin about you
[verse 1]
and it got me f-cked up in the head
im promise im tired of all of the drama
my rage it so fire its as hot as a suana
escapin my problems i bet ima gonna
im hidin myself tryna be what it’s worth
or maybe tht i could be holdin the torch
and then some of these thoughts that i still needa sort
i lost all of my energy guess theres a short
thinkin like
[chorus]
what is this life im livin
i just wanna know
what are these thoughts im thinkin
when im all alone
[verse 2]
when im trapped in my room
and im watchin the days as they turn into gloom
when i look in the sky as im feelin confused
and then nothin is different my time over due
all of things and they circle my mind and
it closin my eyes and its leavin me blind
and these people be thinkin im one of a kind
others they question who writin my rhymes
i write it myself
i do it for me
carin less bout all the money and all of these things
like b-tches and fame i dont know what it means
just getchu a girl
or maybe some dreams
but stop all the bullsh-t that’s not what it seems
and then stop all the thuggin you ain’t from the streets
and im tired of actors they just wannabes and n-gg-s is fake stop lookin for covers and learn how to read
[bridge]
but just let me breathe
just let me breathe
just let me talk
just give me some piece
just let me walk
ignore all the rumors
ignore all the mocks
ignore all the pain
erase all the locks
they say that im trash
i think that im not
the more that i listen
the harder i fall
i see all the smiles
despisen them all
[verse 3]
im totally differnet i learned notta trust
and im puttin my focus on music stuff
so im writin these lyrics in hope you relate
to the pain and then learnin to do what you must
i walk around school and they mockin ma name and
they feelin the anger im feelin the pain and
im feelin the toture they drownin in hate
as long as theres music im winnin the game
[chorus]
what is this life im livin
all i wanna know
what is this pain im feelin
will it let me go
[verse 4]
im tryin my best
but people dont get it
im workin to hard with this life that im livin and im
stressin bout school and these teachers be villains
they there for the check might as well be a fillin
im worried bout life
im worried bout time
im worried what happens down later in life
are we destined to live or we destined to die
cause people be sinnin unlimited lives?
you ever just think
maybe just chill
and sit back and watch so you know how it feels
can’t be in their shoes cause it made for their heels
when you look from a distance you see all the hills
[outro]
you see all the things
most of the things that was holding them back
when you look in their mind and see only a statement
will it ever let me go
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