kelly abe – honesty lyrics
it’s 3:51 a.m. again and i haven’t slept in weeks;
darkened eyes for a taste of god, an ailment, and a leash.
those precious things that were cornerstones of a precious simple life
are now precious victims of a ‘self’ driven dream outlined in shades of christ.
my strength was long invested in an angel with one wish:
to hold my hand until she died, forever sipping bliss.
and now my stregth is a viscous sword that strikes the ones i love
and they wait to be further demolished cause solace is lodged in those i touch.
such fulfillment resembles a vomit soaked sanctuary – killing a new spot inside me;
depression replaced with a new persecution – of victim and culprit i guide me.
of victim and culprit i guide me!
there’s a psychotic demon inside me…
there’s a sensitive loving retractable heart – if i give you my wound, will you hide me?
if i bleed you a trail will you find me?
when i put you through h-ll and then ask for your empathy: eat your contempt for me.
knowing my penance occurs as i write through this sin with a relentless vengence
letting you know that my life is a fantasy suitable for the fetish of a bleeding demon begging for god’s forgiveness.
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