kelly mctigue - lotus lyrics
rewind to the worst times
the soundtrack to my life
got pretty dark for a second there
didn’t think i’d make it here
days felt like months on end
time for school time to pretend
when you go home you don’t get in bed
forget the situation i am in
heaviness felt on my chest
haunted by thoughts in my head
maybe i should get some rest
i can’t help but feel regret
i’m tired depressed and upset
i try but i just can’t forget
stuck in my room i’m so lonely
these four walls they hold me
it’s been two years
since seventeen
and i feel
so much better now
the day has come
that i’m not hating myself
feeling sad and dumb
i feel so much better
it’s been two years
since therapy sessions
once a week
please god tell me
what’s wrong with me
life feels like a movie
where i don’t play myself
on the outside looking in
can’t you see she’s crying out for help?
blessed to have a family
whose always been there for me
my friends they take care of me
to my heart they have the key
heaviness felt on my chest
haunted by thoughts in my head
maybe i should get some rest
i can’t help but feel regret
i’m tired depressed and upset
i try but i just can’t forget
stuck in my room in so lonely
these four walls they hold me
it’s been two years
since seventeen
and i feel
so much better now
the day has come
i’m not hating myself
feeling sad and dumb
i feel so much better now
i’m proud of myself
i made it through h+ll
through all of that stuff
like a lotus out of mud
never again will i be
the girl i was when i was seventeen
mind over matter
grew into the flower
i knew i could always be
it’s been two years
since seventeen
and i feel
so much better now
the day has come
i’m not hating myself
feeling sad and dumb
i feel so much better now
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