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khaos official - crossroads lyrics

[verse 1: khaos official]
four years makin’ music, look at how far i’ve come
i’ve changed and grown as a person since the day one
i hope my old self is proud of who i’ve become
cause i know that i am, i’m lookin’ back where i’m from
livin’ life on my own, never had too many friends
couldn’t ever see the good and i just wanted it to end
i could never find my place, but everyone else found it
always came back to this thought, and i just can’t go around it
always alone on my time
wanted someone to talk to, but act like i ain’t mind
when i was always by mysеlf, waitin’ for my time to shine
and i always stayed put and i nеver went to find
someone else to spend time with, i just waited for change
i locked up all my nuance and i kept it in a cage
i ain’t let n0body in to get a look at all my problems
cause i thought they’d only laugh and then they wouldn’t help to solve ‘em
since i started school i was goin’ through a dark place
ashamed of my emotions, kept them hidden, ain’t show my face
thought no one accepted me, so no one would help
but how could others accept me when i ain’t accept myself
and that’s when i realized the real issue all this time was me
i tried to make a new life, be someone who ain’t me
i ain’t even know the real me, my aspirations
all my hobbies, all my interests, all the issues i created
i spent all this time with myself, and i can’t even see
why i never thought to spend some time and get to knowin’ me
cause i’m the only one stuck with myself until the end
and if everyone else fails then imma be my only friend
i’s a stranger to my own mind for most of my years
and i ignored being alone with my thoughts out of fear
and it k!lls me to think that i could’ve been at ease
if i spent some time with my thoughts and i found my inner peace
but i’ve been gettin’ better, and i’m tryna find myself
planning for the future, and i take my feelings off the shelf
tryna find a realistic path that makes me happy
in the mirror and i got my biggest critic lookin’ at me
always doubtin’ my decisions if they’re gonna make me satisfied
if imma have regrets when i’m on life support before i die
but i just need to slow down and find a happy middle
cause i’m always at extremes, even since when i was little
can’t be livin’ in the past or the present, gotta plan
but now i’m just in the future, overlook what’s in my hand
gotta find a middle ground where i cherish what i’ve got
but where i’m lookin’ ahead so i’m still happy in my spot
because recently i’m livin’ so far forward
that i’m dead in my mind, and my soul is always cornered
and that ain’t healthy for me, cause the world that i live in
ain’t the one of the present but one of my future children
i been thinkin’ too much about my legacy
and how i’ll be remembered by my loved ones at the death of me
and how the public will remember me, if at all
and that scares me, for so long ain’t want my memory to fall
cause if i’m forgotten within years after i’m dead
then i feel like it’s like i ain’t ever live at all
no one ever lasts forever, no one gonna know my name
i’m eventually forgotten, even if i give it all
[verse 2: khaos official]
but i guess that’s just human nature
we just have to focus on the now and not about the later
cause if you try your best to be remembered and be greater
then you make a bigger impact on the game and not the player
i’d rather make a big impact in just a few lives
so they’ll remember me for me and i’ll stay in their minds
and i know they’ll be forgotten, just like everybody else
but i know i can’t escape it, i’ll be left by myself
i’ve been thinkin’ ‘bout a lot lately, you know?
i been questionin’ existence, and where i’m supposed to go
but i guess once i make a decision then i’ll know
if it’s right for my path, if it’s right for me to grow
and recently i been losin’ friends
they said that they would ride with me forever, ‘til the end
just a few years ago i kept them so close
but i ain’t even mad about it, i know it’s how it goes
i been spendin’ my time a little better
i been cuttin’ off people who don’t seem to text me ever
if they never hit me up first, i gotta hit decline
cause if i keep tryna talk then it’s wastin’ both our time
i been gettin’ to know how the world works and all the nuance
old friends in the past, realize they barely knew us
don’t know how i could be so blind to others
i’m so happy that i’ve grown a lot since i was younger
[verse 3: khaos official]
gainin’ some awareness, gainin’ some perspective
followin’ my mind, i’m in the right direction
cause no one knows me better than my mind nowadays
i don’t care about the fame, i don’t care about the plays
i just care if i’m proud of whatever i make
and i keep myself in check if i ever need a break
i’m my own main priority, look out for my mind
and i’m always lookin’ forward, leave the past far behind
at night i lay outside starin’ up at the sky
and i cherish every moment, ain’t let one slippin’ by
and i know i’ll be forgotten soon after i die
but i lived out my dream, what i’s livin’ was mine
i got no regrets, i’m satisfied with my life
always keep my goals in mind, and i’ll never lose sight
of what’s important to me down to every single letter
and i live out all my days tryna make each one better

- khaos official lyrics

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