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kindacool - eish lyrics

[intro]
eish…
you know the outer me seems to be more happier than the inner me
man i lie about my feelings everyday
and its kinda funny how i pretend to be a saint
but let me paint a picture
sorta like a museum of my life
eish (yeah)
oh my,uh!
aha

[verse 1]
here we go again
there’s a lot on my mind
i feel the pressure on my shoulders but i still say “i got this”
granny saying,”man up”
talking bills to pay up
mommy underpaid
wish i wasn’t living but i gotta embrace my life
i’m praying for strength
lotta things did change
used to go to church
n-gg- in a sequence
now its a pattern, i’m thinking a lot like
where do i stand?
i guess on the ground
i’m longing to be on top of the world
(on top of the world n-gg-)
my dreams are bigger
my bed feeling double weight
guess i gotta swish up to the double bed
uh, hustling for dough
lie to make money
b-tches asking airtime
(f-ck em)
man i’m sleeping late
waking up early
before sunrise
tryna kick game but i dunno karate
living life like it is but something gotta change
talking life ain’t fair
females saying “no” before i even speak
i gotta live above the breadline just to have y’all
oh my, god bless my hustle

[hook]
what did i do to deserve this?
am i really paying for my parent’s sins?
all i want is money hope you got it
my mind twisted and i hate it
life ain’t fair my motto
they say its a game but i never win
i’m losing myself at this life thing
tryna stay put but i’m f-cking breaking
what did i do to deserve this?
am i really paying for parent’s sins?
all i want is money hope you got it
my mind twisted and i hate it

[verse 2]
i’m really trying hard
i was thinking money
i had to do something then i introduced
(cooler hooler beats)
thinking it would pay up
ain’t n-body wanna do business yeah
back at home, mommy sayin,”i gotchu son”
daddy doesn’t care, he don’t even know me
i felt like punching him but then i thought exodus
respect-your-elders-to live-longer
tryna run to my aunt, she running somewhere
maybe its the reason she don’t want me in her house
now i’m all alone, in a cruel world
thinking about my scars, i gotta get ‘didas to symbolize my sh-t
i swear, if i tell you about my pain
n-gg- you would bleed too
my friends so scared
they don’t f-ck with me anymore
i guess they realised, i always hated gang bang
my circle getting smaller
i know who gon’ be there when i finna fall
relationships getting weaker and weaker
my mother-son relationship better than my father-son
playing happy family when your friends pitch up
behind closed doors
sh-t is too ugly
tryna edit the picture but i’m failing cause i ain’t god, man this hurts
now i’m sipping russian bear
tryna forget but my problem remains
had suicidal thoughts
i was too weak that’s why i’m still alive
sh-t ain’t going my way
i need some deflection
its a pity we don’t get to choose the perfect life
i could’ve played my cards right
put the joker aside
live good life but here i am asking questions like

[outro]
eish (x12)
yeses
eish (x16)
(its kindacool you idiot)

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