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ko-doomzday - bad day after bad day lyrics

[intro]
this is what i feel like//
i been up all night long
i can’t sleep, so i write songs
don’t want no one to tell me otherwise
ooh, yeah, yeah, ooh
i been up all night long
i can’t sleep, so i write songs
don’t want no one to tell me otherwise

[verse]
woke up today and i remembered my dream
i forgot my homework on the desk as the sun started to beam
woke up and wrote this, i’ll probably write some more though
high school or middle school, don’t matter who you hold close
it started off good except for the ela teacher
made up my homework ‘fore i’m wearing a grey t+shirt
but anyways, i used to be happy just in moments
sparratically i’d change and turn right back to no’mal
be so stressed and not think i’ll be the best
scared so much of summer ’cause i don’t wanna be depressed
everybody’s goin’ through something, it just matters how you cope
bs rules got my entire life hangin’ danglin’ on a tight rope
wonderin’ if i’m enough, don’t wanna try to be tough
but if i’m liable, cuffed in chains and iron and rust
and banged along fences and charged in court
taken away in chains and some large supports
behind bars, cellmates makin’ sure my chains are shackled
only bein’ let out once a day to play tackle
if all of that happens, you know what my last words would be?
please don’t argue over inheritance in court for me
got too many problems, can’t even write them anymore for me
e’erybody in my grade can be sentenced to h+ll
i couldn’t list all of my problems in a sentence as well (but i’mma try it)
got rep issues, fear of being misused
parents in a divorce, they sey let’s settle in court, and grab the tissues
financial disappointment, trust issues barin’ me
confidence issues, homework can pile on me
fear of missin’ out, what if i don’t get to this party?
anxiety been tuggin’ on me and depression signed up for the army
still grieving over auto’s death, most of my friends here are gone
i can’t stand another one dead or leaving, now i feel i’m on
and now i fear for the future, i’m losin’ connection
all these people that say they care about me sendin’ a false message
tired and hungry, physically and metaphorically
feel like i’m too stale to be the next morrissey
i hate everybody that doubted me and pretend they wise
send they bs rules down everybody’s spines
then they get loyalty just from false messages and pride
and still expect people to grieve them when they die
i’m tired of junior honors society, been breathin’ down my neck
never joined that, but i’ve been receivin’ all these threats
tired of stupid people that’s tryna see what position’s next
tired of my forgetfulness always keepin’ me in check
tired of the coincidences to make my life a living h+ll
tired of “it’s not depression, it’s just you’re image of h+ll”
“you’ll get over it”, i can’t not think about something if i’m fitted well
societal norms got me in pressure and it done casted a spell
seein’ advertis+m+nts all over, positivity and favoritism
divorce settlements always been about the parent’s prism
so i’m the weird one for not trusting or liking an attention+seeker?
love ain’t never worked out in the end, it reaps ya
tired of averaging thirteen props on a song while most average twenty
tired of exaggeration and lies that got my whole brain twisted
tired of having to lie just to survive, tired of rules that are punishable in my
palms, no blood, just bloodcuts, scars, and bruises
tired of people pretending to care then just being useless
everything is a scam, i just wanna be alone
stop bugging me, saying i’m cryin’ ’cause i’m not and i won’t
’cause cryin’ never did nun’ for anybody anyday
i feel happy tears have completely, utterly gone away
seen advertis+m+nts for weird new chains, n0body buyin’ that
just tryna get a label for some fame, n0body signed to that
tired of having to brag just to be silent in fact
’cause i’ve been put down my whole life and i’ve crossed paths
counselors supposed to help me, they just in it for the money
so i ain’t gonna try that if they always just gon’ dump me
know i don’t have a chance with anything or anyone
probably just gonna be some minimum+wage store clerk who raps for fun
tired of ai and copyin’ lyrics becomin’ normal
tired of delusional threats becomin’ immortal

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