kokobean - glossy rose tints. - interlude. lyrics
[spoken word]
none of this is to say i’m entirely innocent in my relationships either
certainly not to the extent of those that had came before me
but still, i had some mess ups as well
to say i don’t miss some of my relationships before they prematurely ended would be a bad lie
uhhh…
i mean
along the line as i grew older, i came to learn that it was okay
it wasn’t wrong to feel what i felt
it wasn’t wrong for them to object to what i felt
and it’s not wrong for them to feel what they felt
and now that i remember the past lives of my dating realm
i see nothing that exists anymore of those i felt attached to
it appears that anyone who didn’t leave any outstanding effect on me
they’ve tend to have been forgotten with time
and it sounds selfish of me to say, but i believe it to be true, no?
when i dated emma
that was when i learned that i can be jealous and almost afraid of other people i and or my partners are close with
i like to…
attribute that to it simply being due to the fact that the adults i dated before her had warped my need for others to a significant degree
but in a laughably immoral and even moreso illegal fashion
but i also realize that it was those same people who warped my need to feel like i should defend myself
it should’ve been at that moment i realized i had developed some offputting mental instability
god, if only i realized how much worse it got
and when it comes to lewis even though i started dating him much later
i always thought he was some boring guy, but no
i came out of that relationship thinking that i really really didn’t know how relationships worked at all
i had this weirdly childish image of love thinking that if it wasn’t this oh+so dandy
i’m always with you relationship, it was just a bore, but no
you realize over time that you develop a more realistic concept about it all
i wish i could see them again. have a dance or two
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