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kole xidas - fuck you, i quit. lyrics

i’m sorry
i disappeared on you again
another promise that i’ve spent
waste your time by wasting mine
i keep missing dates
windows of release i’ll never make
never grasp the naked truth
i ain’t got a good excuse

haven’t been myself
didn’t ask for help when i needed it
i’ll just take what i can get from
leftover scr+ps on the
better artists’ plates
all the scavengers know
that it’s easier to pick the meat off the bone

retired, but never stopped tryin’
and to no success
lost my touch
now when the words flow out
i cannot express
and still with so much left
for me to address
i feel an urge to confess
i still suppress
and for that
i’m sorry
i’m a coward and hypocrite
i said your name without saying it
hide from you just like i do with my parents
it’s become apparent i’m self destructive
this is unproductive, i can’t trust it

i don’t wanna talk
got my trauma under lock
hear another knock at the door
from the world that i blocked out
a couple years before, i try to ignore, but
i’d rather hide my music from you
and have my corpse wash up on the shore

i’m sorry that i stayed
sorry i let you have your way
maybe if i fought back, everything wouldn’t be gray
but i guess that’s fate

i’m sorry i ain’t grieving right
sorry that i’m still alive
best believe i tried, but the drive ain’t over yet
still can’t face that silhouette
i can’t swallow my regret
at least not more than i already have
i pray that i’ll be understood
begging to be reassured
but i cannot be pulled out of the water
just like i can’t save myself
but i find i’m still compelled to tell you otherwise
take the pieces of my life and leave it summarized
with bite sized trauma for easy consumption
so sick and tired of trying to function
i think i’m ready to give in
so please listen to this final message
written by the fraud of a musician
on his deathbed
i’m sorry

- kole xidas lyrics

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