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kvr - find myself lyrics

[verse 1]
i started to lie myself even ’bout things i know to cover what the truth is
and even when truth is better i still try to go in my bullsh-t so ruthless
because of this blind way of my mind without serious reasons to prove it
and i really cannot hide it, cannot deny it’s starting to make itself useless
imagine if there would’ve been people that you are really close to, almost like family
and you want to keep all of the good ones around you like you were the chosen ent-ty
and you want them to be honest with you, not just saying good words with hidden business
but on the other side how can you do this to them if you cannot do this with your own existence
that’s what i’m feeling in that not tight sh-t, like i’m going through the darkness in the night time sh-t
feeling blind as h-ll quite often although never really said it, maybe you don’t understand it, but it’s my type sh-t
and instead of forgetting or even regretting, but seeing the mistakes i’ve made
to not do them again i’m acting like it never happened and i still have a chance, not realizing it’s too late
i look at the mirror and see my reflection, but its eyes look at the other side
it even looks different, but mirror’s not broken, not saying it about my mind
’cause i’ma staring at my illusion and now i’m thinking – is it really that bad with my health?
or is it just so hard for me to be truly honest with myself?

[chorus x2]
i keep on thinking ’bout the things i’d want to happen and i
adjust my decisions to reach it, it’s a pity that they are all lies
stuck in these illusions imprisoned by my own falses and i have to find a way
to get out of here and find myself before it will go away

[bridge]
gotta reject all that untruth out of my d-mn consciousness
take me out from this place, take me out from my whole mess
keep me away from this, i don’t want it at all, let me heal
bring me to another world where with myself i can keep it real

[verse 2]
falsifications subst-tuting unattained expectations
adulterations just to keep favor of human creations
fake transformations in conciousness but the rest of the mind ain’t have ration
happening in undefined duration and soon i will start losing my patience
because of all these confabulations i tell to myself taking away my power
because i’m not the other one and i still cannot withhold me from self-devour
rot in the deepest corners of my memories, deep inside
my brain, where i’m feeling the pain, but i hope at least that some day that all will be right
that some day it won’t be dark like at the night, that i will come outta tunnel when i’ll finally see the light
finally using my sight opening my eyes wide and believing in myself gaining mental might
because of course it’s great to have dreams, ’cause life is also ’bout goals achieving
but what if you’re stuck in the loop of time chasing the dreams you don’t even believe in
no goods receiving when in negativity i corrupt
but i know that everyday i lose part of myself and really struggle to make it stopped
making music, thinking ’bout it whole day
try to not lie, bring back all me
before it will wither away
and live my life on my own way

[chorus x4]
i keep on thinking ’bout the things i’d want to happen and i
adjust my decisions to reach it, it’s a pity that they are all lies
stuck in these illusions imprisoned by my own falses and i have to find a way
to get out of here and find myself before it will go away

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