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kyahn ely - expectations lyrics

expectations i hold high
hold them higher than the sky
i want to be successful
but i know i’m a mess though
i think of my love, grim
but a lot of sh+t i don’t understand
i can’t comprehend the world around me
but i guess i’ll have to wait and see
what life holds i don’t know
how to grow up i’m on hold
i stay alone in my room
hoping to go out soon
but it’s sad really i don’t have friends
that hang out with me i’m hopeless
but i guess i’ll be fine stocking my friends online
i comment to be noticed
that is my true motive
but it’s not for the attention
it’s just for the affection
i want to stay right by your side
but expectations make me cry
i think i will f+ck up
and you’ll start to lose my trust
people say they like me
that i do not see
i think i’m worthless
i think i’m like the rest
i have nothing to offer
except a love but who bothers
it’s super sad i know but that’s not all i want to hold
i like girls that’s kinda cliche
but what’s the point they think i’m g+y
expectations that i have always turn sad
cuz i know i’m a heartless
infact, i have huge heart
but everytime i think of love
i know it will not start
girls never liked me
they only date from pity
i try to be a nice guy
but girls don’t like nice guys
so i’ll stay single
but i’ll still try to mingle
just in case one comes along
and helps me rethink life
life is something special
but i know i’m not special
i know i’m not owed anything
but i would like something
i keep taking l’s
when i just try to help
but that’s how it’s supposed to be
i guess it’s just me
and everytime i’m around
i struggle to make a sound
i’m so nervous, i’m so sweaty
vomit on my shirt already
but i push through, i move on
so they know i’m not gone
but it’s like i’m not there
it’s like i’m just a bunch of air
but at least i feel included
but this is so convoluted
i don’t know if they like me
oh man i hate anxiety
i open my mouth and sigh
never wanna ask me why
i didn’t mean to i’m so sorry
then i go back to being quietly
i tell a joke here and there
but everyone just stares
i know i’m not that funny
but i still try comedy
and everytime i try
i happen to just cry
no one seems to laugh
and that makes me sad
i fail every time i try
it doesn’t matter what i try
it’ll always end badly
always making me sadly
but i’ll be fine
i’ll be okay
i don’t need to be saved
i just wish i was better
than me but whatever
i’ll keep working on myself
hopefully i leave the cell
i built for myself
and make it out of this h+ll
i made from expectations
they’re kinda like satan
hopefully i feel better
but i guess it’ll be whatever

- kyahn ely lyrics

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