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kydo chill - survivors guilt lyrics

gotta use my own
i need a shoulder to lean
who do i depend on when everyone depends on me?
i’m in the darkest place right now it’s getting harder to see
back in a dark place if you search then you’ll see
gotta be the strongs even when i feel weak
couldn’t quit running and i hardly could breath
bullets whizzing by my face pray they don’t hit me
paranoia feels like every car out looking for me
last thing i remember about big bro was his brains on the seat
this ain’t no cup of water know this sh+t gets deep
thеre’s a couple fatalities i still see in my drеam
fifth grade i hardly ever could sleep
always woke up from screams
parents going at it wasn’t helping a thing
looking through obituaries like this could of been me
really got me in my thoughts like what’s so special about me
i can say it now didn’t think i’d see it past 13
one of the last out of my circle, most my bros, is deceased
ducked more shots than the guard on kareem
50 casket later now i don’t feel a thing
post traumatic stress from all the sh+t that i seen
put me on some pills but i ain’t poppin them thangs
hanging on to angle with the devil on me
been this ways since the first day i could breathe
born at 1:32pm on june the 18th
tuesday afternoon almost the ending of spring
its was 1991 chicago got them a ring
my mom always tell me i was the angriest thing
give my flowers while i’m here don’t wait till a grave for me
i’m not that same little boy, a lot done changed in me
ain’t gotta bang no set to catch a sh+ll they free
hate the east side cause they took my granny from me
this nightmare is real wish it all was a dream
lost momma momma the day before my birthday could reach
lost and heartbroken wish the pressure would cease
out of all them dead bodys that one i wasn’t ready to see
had to design the obituary most yall had it read

- kydo chill lyrics

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