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kyle spear [artist] - the bridge lyrics

[intro]
i lost my way, it almost cost me everything but you were there showing me how to mend my ways..
but something happened when i lost my way again..
you seemed content with watching me die in the flames..

[verse 1]
i tried my best to repent in the aftermath of my attempt, even had a grip on my vices, even had the past up in vice grips, i noticed my focuses shift, at my lowest my soul was lifted, i heard growth was blocked by resentment so i chose to let go of his sins & her sins, the worst hurt you inflicted on the kid has since been forgiven, i live life with new sight like lasik, my eyes shining bright with new vision, on cloud 9 for 8 months in 7th heaven, the ecstasy resurrected me but was unexpected, the big book that i read was like disinfectant but in my head there remained infection that was only resting..

[hook]
i wrote my name beside the bridge in may just in case i gave my life away that day..
i still don’t pray, you almost let me die in vain a 2nd time..
f+ck you, i’ll go my own way..

[verse 2]
so in time i dropped from the pink cloud, like free+falling 10,000 feet down, the inner demons sleeping were awake now, my heart ached & my faith was face+down, possessed, my mind i was losing, depression, panic+to+manic mood swings, hallucinations, lucid dreams, substance abuse & fugue states, driven to self+mutilate..
my medicine cabinet looking like a pharmacy, these caps & tablets only helping me partially, a part of me was hoping i had a heart disease, martyr me father, just let my car hit a f+cking tree, a sitting duck, i antic+p+ted the suffering, see it’d let up & i’d love it when i could finally breathe but with bipolar it’s never over, it lurks beneath, this roller coaster was bringing me to my f+cking knees..
screaming “god, i’ve done everything to repair my life but i’m still living a nightmare, you’re listening right?!, i’m too vain to die in vain, i’d try a 2nd time but my whole family would suffer cuz of my selfish pride, so how do i live?!, please, just show me a f+cking sign, can’t you see that i’m broken, soaking in tears i’m crying?!”..
never responded, the god i knew was all in my mind..
survived my 2nd suicide because i saved my life..

[hook]
i wrote my name beside the bridge in may just in case i gave my life away that day..
i still don’t pray, you almost let me die in vain a 2nd time..
f+ck you, i’ll go my own way..

- kyle spear artist lyrics

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