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kenzin0 – out of my mind lyrics

[verse 1: kenzin0]

yo it’s back to business
i’ve been twisting in the wind for a minute
these wounds are self-inflicted
who the f-ck am i kidding?
i’ve been a victim of my own erratic moves and decisions
i’m never finished b-tch
haven’t i said that i’m never quitting?
feeling close to the edge
a body with no head
worthless as sh-t, a pencil with no lead
why did i wait so long to address it?
thoughts all a mess, took my dream and wrecked it
year after year became more dependent
reckless with my ‘scripts and obsessed with
the feeling of not feeling depression
pop pop pop a pill
try to escape from what’s real
smoke pot, throw shots
to numb how i feel
but the pain is worse than the hangover
so i try to remain sober
avoid triggers and chain smokers
but i sick and tired of playing the loner

“look at you: no pleasure in creative thinking
because you don’t think creatively anymore.”

[verse 2: kenzin0]

fixated, frustrated
on all the sh-t that’s been happening lately
i can’t explain it, can’t catch a break
my thoughts are racing most everyday
it’s the strangest thing
look at my face and i swear you’ll say i’m sp-cing
levitating, foggy and hazy
hail mary, i’m just anxious
go ahead and blame me
i do the same talk sh-t to myself daily
like why the f-ck you keep popping pills?
you know that sh-t’s making you crazy
like keanu reeves
i’m a star off speed
but i feel like i’m in the matrix
these benzodiapeines taking a hold of me
i don’t even know if i’ll make it
and my old b-tches got me feeling all f-cked up
sitting all alone in a room all drugged up
sipping on a brew so i guess i’m love drunk
contemplating f-cking up these b-tch -ss young punks
too much time spent dwelling on sh-t i can’t control
stressing over my past
on some bullsh-t that happened years ago
can’t change my yesterdays
and have no clue what the future holds
can’t concentrate on the present
thaw me out my mind is froze
god grant me the serenity
to except the thing that i cannot change
courage to change what can be changed
and wisdom to differentiate
gotta learn to keep first things first
f-ck the bullsh-t,i know it hurts
but sometimes i only make things worse
by talking down to myself
when it only me against the world
me against the mother f-cking world

“the real joy of being a human being
is to be able to use your mind
in the manner that the almight god
has designed you to do..”

- kenzin0 lyrics

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