lance markeith - neurodivergent lyrics
[part i]
[bridge]
neurodivergent / i be writing raps as a diversion
feeling like i’m david with the lion and the serpent
cause i feel my greatness but don’t feel i’ve hit my purpose
cause i’m so blessed but be dealing with these curses
working on these stages it had brought me to worse yeah
actors wanting praise and execs be wanting worship
working on these stages it had brought me to worse
tryna be of service and they just wanted a servant
[break]
[verse 1]
neurodivergent / fighting for my peace behind these curtains
in the royal court and i ain’t know how to curtsy
no weapon formed against me shall hurt me
even if they underpay and overwork me
lord i ain’t perfect
and i know i wrote this verse like i deserve it
and i know that all this pain is just surface
i know the breakthrough gone feel worth it
but some nights i just don’t feel worthy
and the sh+t i’m going through teach me that i’m still learning
which makes me question why you so concerned with me
i brought people down just to burn with me
god sat me down and talk stern with me
“you could’ve went to howard like travis
you could’ve found yo pace like kayland
instead you wanted to prove you’sa savage
and that’s why you and these beats make a marriage
and that’s why i needed you embarrassed
not to show you shame but to show you
there was more that you could gain through my name
worth more than the fame
it’s the strength and the courage to sustain
worth more than any song you could sang
or when you catching flights cause you on another plane
or when they say ‘christ!’ every time they see yo name
or when they pay the price cause they just want you to hang
you’ll see how far that you came
when they ban you from yo shows
when they restrict from them rooms you feel exposed
when yo enemies’ll call you bro
i know you feelin’ low in a rock and hard place jesus rose
i can hear them saying let it go
it’s a lonely road to be the goat”
[bridge]
neurodivergent / fighting for my peace behind these curtains
in the royal court and i ain’t know how to +
[part ii]
neurodivergent / i be writing raps as a diversion
feelin’ like i’m david with the lion and the serpent
cause i’m so blessed but be dealing with these curses
cause i feel my greatness but don’t feel i+
(beat switch)
uh, neurodivergent / i be writing raps as a diversion
boy had done felt deserted
and now i’m eating desert way in the burbs
i’m feeling nervous toxic, grew up in life with no purpose
i was smashin’ hoes and still praying for a virgin
n+ggas in the courtroom praying for a verdict
mr. goody two+shoes
i was sn+tching chains and robbing purses
tuition wasn’t coming in time i wasn’t nervous
back then my vision was so blurried
i pray the evidence’ll get buried
in my dorm room getting lifted n+gga no keith murray
f+ck b+tches get money n+gga that’s my erick sermon
god got his hands on me
cause a n+gga say what i want and i’ll stand on it
hoping for the best no i’ll plan on it
boy made it to the top they tried to stand on me
boy get to hot they put a fan on me
they can put a can on that
young, black and handsome i’m the man homie
it’s them people preyin on me
but its a lot more praying for me
i don’t understand homie
i was here for love
n+ggas gave me the boot
i could give a f+ck
step into the rooms b+tch they all know what’s up
yeah roll off the tongue
sort of like a bullet from an automatic gun
yeah roll off the tongue like mañana
total destruction and chaos would be an honor
baby like the trips to the bahamas
i f+ck yo christmas up like bahumbug
n+ggas tried to catch me on a humbug
restless n+ggas bout to get they slumber
boy is taking over for the summer
lots of closed caskets
cause i showed up to my momma house in a basket
dad did his best to not make me a b+st+rd
f+cking up the function yea i got a lot of practice
playing with them toys we turn hasbros to hasbeens
why they wanna play with me
bout to turn the nerd into a crashtest
self+sabotage became an asset
jay did it for the cold crush
i did it for the aztecs
school of hardknocks and i ain’t have to pay for classes
why the f+ck they playing with me
bout to turn the nerd into a crashtest
self+sabotage became an asset
jay did it for the cold crush
i do it for the aztecs
[bridge]
neurodivergent / fighting for my peace behind these curtains
in the royal court and i ain’t know how to curtsy
no weapon formed against me shall hurt me
even if they underpay and overwork me
lord i ain’t perfect
and i know i wrote this verse like i deserve it
and i know that all this pain is just surface
i know the breakthrough gone feel worth it
but lord you done made me feel worthy!
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