leon salgeuro - 15 lyrics
[verse 1]
my hands are weaker with each day
watchin’ seconds pass, it almost feels fake
nasty memories of youth bite me when i sleep
but it’s the only time when those days are within reach
my grasp is weaker than before
but with every regret, my fingers strain more
see, i’m hangin’ onto branches already broken till my hands ache
i’d rather let the time fade than let my hands break
[verse 2]
wrote that at 17, revised it for 15, not pristine
two numbеrs off, whatever, i know that sh+t isn’t deep
but the ominousnеss was real, and it’s not in getting older
but fearing i won’t have sh+t worth remembering when it’s over
i wonder if i’ve fallen behind where i should be in life
every week the same, no friends to my name
i feel stupid, sometimes subhuman, i find peace in the sounds i make
to manouvre emotions from this neural mess of a brain
my sister, two years younger, my best friend, has her own life now
i was the first to leave high school and i’m still homebound
what is twenty supposed to look like? have i not the means to go there?
“adult” what a word; a strong one for someone standing nowhere
the tree i’ve grown is not a great sight, but it’s mine
and i know my arms with give in in time
the roots will wither, the leaves will fall
a storm will catch up and devour it all
[outro]
i might not like what i find if i stray
i don’t know where to go, but i can’t stay
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