less than jake - the life of the party has left the building lyrics

the cycle circles, stalls, then spins.
describes the current state i’m in.
it’s like a nose dive then a crash,
with all my blackouts and scr-ped hands.
it’s in the words caught in my throat.
it’s in the how did i get home?
i’d like to sleep my life away.
but i’d just wake up years too late.