lesterisdead - ocean side lyrics
(verse 1)
(lesterisdead)
sittin in this diner again
sh-t everything feeling so fake
you pulled my heart out of place
everything that i could say
but i’m silent
wonder where my hype went
all these feelings that i fight with
pretending that i’m fine with
all these bars i could write but your name just don’t rhyme with
hate
betray
abuse
in love
we fight
we scream
we push
we shove
so i packed my bags
and moved my -ss across the country
every weekend you get drunk and text me
like you f-cking love me
i told wolf that’s what you do
right before you ask for money
now i’m eating these gummies and bingeing it’s always sunny
just to ease my stress
so i don’t squeeze that tech
all the sh-t i repressed
has my mind regressed
sh-t i think you really f-cked me up
now i put up a front
like i don’t care at all
but they know somethings up
sh-t i think you really f-cked me up
now i put up a front
like i don’t care at all
but they know somethings up
(hook)
(lesterisdead)
sittin by the ocean side
wonderin if i should jump tonight
sittin by the ocean side
wonderin if they would miss me when i jump tonight
(brooks)
sittin by the ocean side
wonderin if i should jump tonight
sittin by the ocean side
wonderin if they would miss me when i jump tonight
(verse 2)
(brooks)
i gave you my heart but f-cked up from the start
and now it’s just blue
it all fell apart and all turned to dark
i need to muster the strength to just say f-ck you
and i’ve felt this way for a while now
been too proud to write about it but i’m all out
of excuses only one way to die down
find someone new to love and then make them doubt
like you did to me, always you and never we
when you failed at living as a human being
you either live or die there’s no in between
now face yourself and understand what kind of h-ll that brings
like what if i played your game
what if i had treated you same
like how it was supposed to be
but i didn’t conform and left you to mourn
so you went and put all the f-cking blame on me
so i stepped away just to feel the pain
only to realize i’d never feel the same
but you gotta be empty to fill full again
now i’m a fool again
cuz the devil wears red with a black heart
and the worst feeling is no longer being needed
i crashed when i found you filled my spot
you made me feel so weak when i begged and i pleaded
don’t leave, now my confidence shot
was i just a thought
or a comfort just to get through
i kicked and i fought
you’ll never visit the place where i can’t feel you
now i’m so numb to this sh-t
i’m sure he’ll give you your throne
over the heartbreak and the bleeding
can’t make someone love you if they don’t
(hook)
(lesterisdead)
sittin by the ocean side
wonderin if i should jump tonight
sittin by the ocean side
wonderin if they would miss me when i jump tonight
(brooks)
sittin by the ocean side
wonderin if i should jump tonight
sittin by the ocean side
wonderin if they would miss me when i jump tonight
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