lil hesitation - matte black miata lyrics
[verse 1]
i don’t know when
to stop letting my demons in
i don’t know when
to stop pouring out my heart with a pen
i don’t know when
to let the past go, and to hold it all in
i wish i could
love the way i should
if i could just hold you and love correctly, i would
because it’s hard for me to believe that you won’t leave
due to the fact i bring more pain than good
maybe if you could read my thoughts and feel my feelings
i’d be more understood
[verse 2]
for you, i copped that matte black miata
for you, when homies had beef, you know i slaughtered
for you, you know if you wanted my kids, i’d be there unlike my father
for you, i cut off all the hoеs, it doesn’t matter, no on elsе my shawty
you’ve never been one for the fancy whips
either way you know if you changed your mind, i’d put you in a z06
you’ve never been one for the gifts
either way, if you changed your mind, i’d get you off+white and balenciaga outfits
chrome heart tags around your neck, a frank mueller on your wrist
worry about cost, i do not give no f+ck, i do not give no sh+t
and if you just wanted to be safe in my arms, you know i’d hold you as long as you wish
and if you wanted sp+ce, you know i’d leave you be, even if your love diminished
and if you wanted a hot night, i’d let you ride till your finished
and if you wanted to leave, you know i’d let you leave me in the ditch
but
for some reason the repetition never got through
the message never got to you
that if i could i’d give the world to you
i pour my heart out everyday and every time
it’s nothing but words to you
[verse 3]
i can’t blame you, if you end up leaving me
constantly feel bad for leading you to believe in me
believing i can fix myself, my flaws were deceiving me
try my hardest to hide from the darkness but its always sneaking in
it’ll annihilate me when you take that step outside the door
every memory and thought in my mind will be about the heart thats now yours
my heart is always with you even when you don’t want it anymore
and i wish for the best, even when your not on my floor
and yes, i’ll be drowning in my tears, codeine will be spilt on the floor
but deep down inside, i’ll be content knowing your safe from the pain i’ve brought you
i’ll be content knowing your happy, even if its with another soul
just know
no matter who you give your heart to next, mine will always be yours
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