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lil hesitation - night shade (bonus track) lyrics

[intro]

i ain’t gonna lie
i
i ain’t gonna lie

[verse 1]

i ain’t gonna lie, i been struggling
the new york city in my mind be bustling
overthinking all the time, even while i’m hustling
all positive energy isn’t welcome, only bad thoughts i’m welcoming
f+ck true happiness, i can just hop inside a rx+7 and get to wescom and
take out 400 bands and embrace my negligence
i know that i’m of a higher level of intelligence
why does that matter when my wrist cost your rent?
look, i’m just vibing, i’ve had enough of crying
i’ve had еnough of trying, i’m just gonna live till i’m dying
and i’ll secure thе bag during the day and wait till night for the crying and
i’ll just hop in a airbus and we flying
like a raqyuaza i’m flying
like de’aaron fox i’m flying
faking motherf+ckers out like a mr. mime and
hahaha
[chorus]

moving secretly in my dreams
moving quietly in my dreams
moving deceitfully in my dreams
waking up into the cold reality
nightshade, disappear in my dreams
shadow balling, in my dreams
late nights, being consumed in my dreams
dying in my dreams
then i wake up to the cold reality

[verse 2]

inner peace, what the f+ck is that?
eerily, i don’t wanna know what the f+ck is that
yeah, got used to the suffering, now it brings me peace
like a nice mercedes, a body kit on a honda
a wrap on a mazda, rolling, rolling deep
in my dreams
losing sight of reality, high above my feet
getting lost, lost and i don’t wanna be found
ooh, ignorance is bliss, so let me feel pain my conscience enjoying this
ooh, swear to god hates me
it wants to f+cking slay me
ooh, the self hatred, this the everyday me
feeling good, thats an off day me
yeah, up like a night owl
i can take the pain now, no i ain’t the same coward
but i seem to eject to myself to the wrong people, toxic smelling fowl
but i, wish i could just be hanging from the ceiling, no one noticing, lifeless, no ones affected by my decision and now my spirit flying through the sky like an elytra, yeah
ooh, starting to feel the spiral
whirlpooling in an ocean of incurable thoughts and its riddled with pirates
these motherf+ckers showing fake love, fake attention, fake care
ooh, now i’m drowning in my loneliness and self+loathing, now thats a pair
you might think “thats not fair”
and it isn’t, that’s just life oooh, yeah
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[chorus]

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