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lil manyak - letters to myself lyrics

[verse 1: lil manyak]
i just need to let go of everything
try to move on and start to fix my brain
but how could it change with this pain so ingrained?
i gotta move on but i failed and i’m ashamed
how could this happen to me? was my first thought, you see
now i scope my vision clearly and i see it’s not meant to be
but what about those kids? they were my world
they saved my f+ckin’ life, just a little boy and girl
heidi and gage, i’m sorry that it happened this way
i hugged you guys tightly treading up this f+ckin’ day
just know like i told you like the last time i did
after everything i don’t love you, it’s a f+ckin’ fib

[chorus: lil manyak]
’cause i don’t really wanna be alive
but i’d rather movе on, how?
it’s a struggle just to survive
when my body falls straight down into thе pit, as broke as it gets
these letters were written so you can get my grip
i never gave up, i was backed in a corner
when i fell off the cliff and turned into the horror

[verse 2: lil manyak]
this here is just a letter to myself
i stay trapped in my mind beggin’ for some help
but i realize i’ve gotta do this solo
’cause it’s 2am, i wanna die, and i don’t know where my bros go
i try to call and they don’t always pick up
and if they do answer i’m too scared to tell them what’s up?
i’m sorry it’s a coward’s move but i’m tryna be honest
my heart’s been shattered dealin’ with this broken promise
i’ma make my life better but it’s so f+ckin’ scarred
burnt black heart still beating after being charred
i’ma try again one day but i’ve gotta heal before that
and i gotta see my kids before my life fades to black
[chorus: lil manyak]
’cause i don’t really wanna be alive
but i’d rather move on, how?
it’s a struggle just to survive
when my body falls straight down into the pit, as broke as it gets
these letters were written so you can get my grip
i never gave up, i was backed in a corner
when i fell off the cliff and turned into the horror

[outro: lil manyak]
please help, i’m all by myself
i’m screamin, please help, i’m all by myself
i’m battlin’ these demons while i’m losin’ to my mental health
my mental health, my mental health
i’m battlin’ these demons while i’m losin’ to my mental health
my mental health, i’m battlin’ these demons while i’m losin’ to my mental health

- lil manyak lyrics

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