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lil rizzy - black hole lyrics

[intro]
yeah
sometimes it just feel like you can’t find a way out
well it’s feeling like that every day for me
roll another one

[verse 1]
i ain’t been the same since i graduate
had to leave my dogs behind, it was the saddest day
ain’t no tom hanks movie but i’m castaway
and all this sh+t adding on it just agitates
covid happened and i can’t see n0body
and i’m working so hard for all the money
all the stress used to hurt now it just numbs me
and it feels like no one ever gonna love me
i’m going on twitter and i’m seeing how they throwing shade
but these motherf+ckers couldn’t match my throwaways
all this sh+t going on, my soul ain’t okay
i’m doing xans just to make the pain go away
my momma can’t accept that i’m growing up
i feel too old and also don’t feel old enough
tired of people who just acting like they showing up
behind your back they just stab you and give no f+cks
some of these people man i thought that they were friends to me
then they unfollow me and acting like my enemy
i try to shut it out and act like it can’t get to me
but i’ve just always wanted people to accept me
i spend hours and hours and hours on this f+cking rapping
and i’m hoping i blow up and i check and nothing happen
i just look to god and pray he reward my passion
cause writing down my trauma is what keeps me from cracking
somedays i wonder if anybody with me
if i just vanished, would anybody miss me?
they don’t want rogan man, they just want rizzy
hopefully it isn’t as fake here in the cities
cause too many people been acting distant
and i’m just tryna make it with my spittin’
it seems n0body cares enough to listen
makes me wonder if my life is really worth living

[chorus]
lately my life just feeling like a black hole
i can’t get out the dark it’s all shadows
i pour and pop cause i can’t cope with facts though
this is what the f+ck i rap for
cause lately i’ve just been losing all my trust
and all these f+cking demons make it hard to look up
and i’m only 19, life shouldn’t be so rough
but in this black hole of life i keep on getting stuck

[verse 2]
i’m emotionally scarred by all this trauma
k!lling myself to get these commas
i just wanna live my life free of drama
and i’m just f+cking tired of the gossip
always feeling like a second option
man this love sh+t it got me so exhausted
feel like the knicks how i’ve took so many losses
now i’m just convinced that i’m not sh+t
i give my heart, and she just give me heartbreak
feels like i always gotta learn this sh+t the hard way
all the lies, all the ghosting gave me sharp pain
i want a gabriella girl but they all sharpay’s
now i’m wondering what i can do better
man these times rough and tough just like leather
had a girl, used to wanna put her in my header
now i really just wanna forget her
started talking and she just seemed so fun
i don’t know why i even got my hopes up
cause looking back i’m just seeing how i’m so dumb
another heartbreak just got me giving no f+cks
now she got a man, i see that they stylin’ though
on one hand, i’m really happy that she smilin’ though
but deep down, i still want her and i’m crying though
but i don’t wanna make her mad so i stay silent though
it’s hard to stay friends when she’s the one you want though
it’s a bumpy road with a lotta potholes
i stay flexin’ just to hide the sorrow
when i don’t have nothing else, i hit the bottle
i want what’s best for her, i also want what’s best for me
and there’s a part of me that thinks she still my destiny
i try not to let it all get to me
but i’m f+cking tired, wanna take my top off like kennedy

- lil rizzy lyrics

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