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lil xtra - hole in my soul, pt. 2 lyrics

[verse 1: pseudocurse]
once again i was created to be cremated
addictions gotten worse so i’m staying sedated
but it doesn’t help with the problems i’m facing
there’s a hole in my soul and i swear i’m not faking, aye
please just change the station
we’re on different wavelengths
we don’t vibe at all so what the f-ck you saying?
stay sedated this is r rated depression’s real
it’s not a wave can’t f-cking fake it b-tch

[verse 2: lil xtra]
i’m done playing, staying sedated
like what in the f-ck is you saying?
my whole world is falling apart like a saiyan’s invading my sp-ce
death is the finish line i’m here to race
don’t f-cking judge me i’m pleading my cases
i know that i’m f-cking abrasive i know that you hate it
but f-ck i’m gon’ say it, b-tches be playing i can’t f-cking take it

fading to grey, feel my soul incinerate
depression becoming my permanent state
only thing helping is getting these plays
and i haven’t felt good since the sixth f-cking grade

‘less i’m staying faded my bad steady breaking
skyler get off of my d-ck i’m not playing
do what i can for my family they can’t f-cking stand me
but i got these steps that i’m taking

i’ma stay on my lonesome wholesome
never been the way with a heart so frozen
midas touched me now i’m golden
call me newton cause i’ve been chosen
i haven’t felt good in a while i’m not hurting anyone
don’t have to smile
downward the spiral until i expire
i’m dropping this fire like my name was spyro
now every single day i’m getting asked why it’s working
all i gotta say’s you gotta put the work in
f-ck these lil rappers that i’m mercing
i could have a billion plays and i would still feel worthless
so tell me was it worth it?
went and switched up yourself so they’d think you’re perfect
how i got a fan, one single person
i don’t know, no i don’t deserve this

[verse 3: pseudocurse]
flipping the switch ’cause i’m worthless
i’ll say it again, i was born with no purpose
my life isn’t urgent your love isn’t worth it
i hate everything i am yes i am certain
my heart has been hurting there’s no cure for this sh-t
can’t really tell if i hate that b-tch
my life’s a mistake and that’s just how it is
i’ll rot in the trees and drown in the abyss

well i’m f-cking done nothing f-cking works
tried but it made sh-t worse
lost my mind and my self-worth
and i wish you knew how bad this hurts
now i’m back on the dope again
still hang around with the same sh-tty friends
been waiting patiently to see your face again
but f-ck this sh-t i don’t want to make amends

- lil xtra lyrics

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