lmp the rapper - through my past lyrics
verse 1
they said don’t, talk to me, he’s a bad role model
pass the bottle got these feelings that i had to swallow
tactics hollow i’ll be honest i’m a massive entrepreneur in this game with the baddest combos
so
watch your back, i got body bags for sorry sad people who keep talking back
i’m talking fast that’s awfully bad don’t call me mad
if you ain’t rapped alone in a room that’s packed
i got
people tryna hold me down again
they telling me that i should really chuck the towel in
it’s crowded in my mind i go out again
he’s always going out to the town watch him
please
let mе be, i got everything and morе going on
but i bet we see me gain a few more stream in the next few weeks so maybe there’s a chance it was best for me but
lately i’m questioning if i was meant to be here all alone
are you really the best version of you if all you ever do is write words on a phone
verse after verse telling everyone’s story don’t mean to be boring but that’s all i know
how’m i supposed to be someone you like when your vision of life don’t exist in this world
i just keep giving everything i’ve got and i won’t ever stop till they call me a pro
i just keep pushing though all of the pain as you laugh at my ways just because i’m alone
never was wealthy i never had everything n0body let me win i had to go
never had someone to sleep by my side as i cried every night with n0body (to hold)
now i’m
doing everything i ever wanted when younger i made a promise that i could win on my own
but now i’ve got a team who support me through everything and i learned that i’d rather win with some people to watch at home
got a girl who loves and won’t leave me when things get ugly
and i can tell you that nothing compares to her hand to hold
found the missing piece that i needed and it was peace and without everyone around me i wouldn’t have ever grown
see i just want to be the best, they said i need to rest but they ain’t even stepped because they’re weak and read a couple articles
that said you need to let go and relive the stress but they ain’t even tested any part of them except for bleeding meds
they be stealing creds from all our grieving heads
while they just sleep in bed
you think i seem upset
don’t i like working 7 days a week instead
then i can feel my demons slowly closing in
i had a lot things i could have chosen and
i could’ve quit when i was really broken then
but i would rather give when i feel hopeless then when doors are opening
i hope i get it back
no i ain’t taking hits you see my vest intact
and i ain’t letting cr+p stop me from heading back
to where i used to be when i was seven rapping
for myself i only cared for me
i got a lot of things i wish that you could see
i’ve got a lot of stories i would like to read
all my unspoken thoughts released onto a beat
i let all my emotions out so i can breathe
but no one knows my life and this is why i cry and scream on the inside
you see i’m tryna fly
i feel that when i die
i want them to know me for keeping them alive
not speaking in a mic
i can feel the lights are beaming in my eyes
shining on the stage my writing on a page
just trying to escape from evil things in life
i’m leaving in the night
you see this is goodbye
i’m finally getting free
from people i don’t like
just tryna change my life
i’m tired of the fights
i’m tired of people lower teaching me whats right
don’t even try and like my posts
when you were hiding ghosted every time i called when i was crying broke
don’t care about the people texting on your snap
you can’t tell me where half of them are from that’s sad
i got a team i love, no taking me off track
you gotta seek my trust, if you can sweep my stash
but it’s not easy nothings seeping through my cracks
you should’ve knew bout that
i’m breaking through my past
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