lona. - home/the h lyrics
[part i: home]
[hook: lona]
i ain’t got nowhere to lay my head down, let my hair down
it ain’t fair no, it ain’t fair no
i got to find some where to lay my head down, let my hair down
i don’t care now, i don’t care now
[verse 1: lona]
they say ain’t nothing like home
but home’s not a home
find myself alone
feeling unworthy of the throne
no one’s picking up the phone
life stealing pieces of my souls
go looking for someone to console and they just say i’m reaping i ya sow
like how the h-ll did yall think i did this to myself
i wanna know
it’s out of my hands
go look for purpose
fall in to sin
all i want is someone to understand that trying to put myself together again
step dad been k!lling my confidence for years
along with all the kids
story might be different i guess if i was his or if i was cool
highlight of my day was going to school
they don’t know what i’m going through
[bridge: lona]
i’ve got a lot of pain but it probably doesn’t show
momma probably help me but she probably doesn’t know why they why they always got to do me wrong
i know i let it happen but i still can’t let it go
i been going through it, i just thought i’d let you know
all i know these four walls, but farther i will go
peace, love, and happiness father i will know
father i will know
[verse 2: lona]
stepdad hate me
couple of cousins too
sorry granny, momma, auntie
it’s just the truth
there’s my reason for not coming through
momma i been holding on just for you
my feelings wasn’t a factor
deserve academy awards for being the greatest actor
when outsiders was asking if i was happy and secure with family
but no golden globe for a n-gga who got his head on
so until then i’m be chilling in san mo with my n-ggas
chasing these hoes trynna meet women
toss and turn in my feelings
make plans on how to make a difference
cause f-ck the past, all i been through
f-ck new friends, cause i been true
he ain’t sh-t, but ain’t sh-t new
[outro: lona]
need somewhere to lay
fly away
find a place
at night i lay afraid
it’s too much, this pain
need somewhere to lay
i’m going find somewhere to lay
my head down
it ain’t fair no but i don’t care now
but i don’t care now
[part ii: the h]
sometimes i wonder if my city will ever glow
my city afraid to grow
this just might be the realest i ever wrote or illest i ever spoke
you can’t f with these quotes
underestimated for sure
my city doesn’t love me
they really do not care
i was making moves, the h was unaware
but the thing is i expect it
rarely was i respected
fake smiles and daps like i could not detect it
but i got an objective
i don’t care if yall objecting
even after things i learned
i’m still learning some lessons
yall hating to show love
blocking a couple blessings
playing hide and seek with the message
if you could buy attention a lot of yall would be broke
it’s a shame how they sleep on a n-gga cause he woke
and they see you down on yourself and your luck in how you walk
got me watching how i talk
got me watching how i talk
young socially awkward n-gga
but none you could stop the n-gga
the love i get don’t match the love that i got for n-ggas
n-ggas faking with me now like they wasn’t trying to hang with me then
guess that they forgot a n-gga
i used to get told that i was out the picture
now they screaming and scheming like i’m willie beamen
i’m trynna give them more than the bs that they feeding
everybody f-cking with me now
i was wondering how you don’t
black sheep my whole life
so i’m bound to be goat
can’t see the vision
then n-gga see the door
let me tell you bout the city
sh-t is getting real
ain’t just thinking about myself
my n-gga doing 12
f-ck 12, they k!ll my brothers
put the cold cases on the shelf
all yall preaching is getting wealth, f-cking all the hoes
n-ggas main focus is getting chose
when n-ggas is getting choked
this for all you n-ggas who thinking you on the throne
this a warning shot before i make it back home
n-ggas in my city go to parties and don’t make it back home
cause the h so full of hate
if it’s the last thing i do, i swear i’m going to make the change
everybody got some sh-t to say
but you better watch it when you talking to the don
you playing ball with lebron
on my harry potter, all i got to do is wave the wand
talking from a distance, so i can’t hear the disses
shots fired, and like pac i’m here to say you missed it
i know you don’t want to come face to face with the king
i can tell who on the team, know who in the yard
boy we good on this side, gr-ss always green
know just who you are, i put a face to the lames
homie stay up in your lane
we was supposed to be brothers, too bad you n-ggas was cain
and they ain’t f-cking with me in the city
so it’s f-ck you when i’m in the city
f-ck the world till i’m empty
and i still haven’t came
and i still haven’t came, d-mn
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