lonely cortell - overdose, part 3* lyrics
[intro]
whoa, last july
and though i may never know, whoa (young sogimura)
it was all so perfect that week of july
the last nights i held you in my arms
and i still remember our last kiss
i didn’t think that it would end here
[chorus]
where did i go wrong?
how did your love end up dying?
and though i may never know, i think i’ll just have to keep on dreaming about that week of july
[verse 1]
you lied, you lied, you lied, you lied
and i’m bleeding out, i’m dying inside
’cause you promised this wouldn’t end
and now i’m falling apart, i’m crying, i’m praying for death
and i wonder “how’d you become so jaded?”
i hate being alone but that’s the way that it has to be
i’m just protecting my heart, don’t want them taking advantage of me
please don’t take advantage of me, i’m being haunted
i’m living a curse and it haunts me at night
yeah there’s a ghost in my room and her eyes they remind me of you
i wish i could hit rewind but i can’t, so i guess i’ll just keep on dreaming
[chorus]
where did i go wrong?
how did your love end up dying?
and though i may never know, i think i’ll just have to keep on dreaming about that week of july
where did i go wrong?
how did your love end up dying?
and though i may never know, i think i’ll just have to keep on dreaming about that week of july
[verse 2]
my heart’s beyond repair and i’m barely alive
yeah my mind takes me back to those ferris wheel nights
i’m reminiscing on what could’ve been
but when i think of what it was i just open the wound up more
you destroy my heart, now you’re digging my grave
a black suit and in my casket, yeah i swear that i’ve tried but i can’t move past it
this isn’t how i wanted to wear the suit, i always thought it would end with a diamond ring and now that’s just a fantasy
it’s just a dream that will never come true no matter how much i pray
and if i can’t hit rewind then i hope and i pray that i have you in another life
[chorus]
where did i go wrong?
how did your love end up dying?
and though i may never know, i think i’ll just have to keep on dreaming about that week of july
where did i go wrong?
how did your love end up dying?
and though i may never know, i think i’ll just have to keep on dreaming about that week of july
[verse 3]
three pills in my hand, i’ll put an end to this life
i’ve always been afraid of death but now i’m not scared to die
’cause i’ve been through enough and i’ve seen it all
vyvanse pills in my hand ain’t no adderall
it’s crazy how last week you were so sweet, and now you’ve turned stone cold
you took the knife and you stabbed me
baby what you have done i’d never do to you
had your back like a soldier, i would’ve died for you
first pill down but i’m not feeling anything
pill two, i’m feeling alive once again
when pill three comes around i just pray that i’m dead
that i’m dead in my grave, that i’m in a better place
[chorus]
where did i go wrong?
how did your love end up dying?
and though i may never know, i think i’ll just have to keep on dreaming about that week of july
where did i go wrong?
how did your love end up dying?
and though i may never know, i think i’ll just have to keep on dreaming about that week of july
[verse 4]
after i swallow the third pill something don’t feel right
i feel my stomach twirl but i don’t see the light
yeah could this be a sign that it’s not my time?
but i’ve been ready for death so i’ma down a fourth pill
really love to chase thrills but i don’t wanna feel
cause i lost too much might as well lose my own life
yeah it’s a suicide but this is also a homicide
you led my heart in too deep now i’m left with a black heart
coughing, wheezing, bleeding out
my heart pounds just tryna keep me alive
my eyes rolling back, everything’s fading to black
it’s too late now, you cannot bring me back to life
[chorus]
where did i go wrong?
how did your love end up dying?
and though i may never know, i think i’ll just have to keep on dreaming about that week of july
where did i go wrong?
how did your love end up dying?
and though i may never know, i think i’ll just have to keep on dreaming about that week of july
[verse 5]
three days have passed, i’ve been living off the vibey pills
i can’t eat, i can’t sleep, i’m so mentally drained
when the sun’s out for me it’s still a cloudy day
i can’t forget all the pain from the past few days
if you give her a gun she gon’ shoot you when you’re too attached
blood on my bed sheets is everything she left behind
i still remember my last words i said on the phone
i remember i told her that i loved her to the moon and back and from there beyond the stars
but it wasn’t enough to save me, it’s too late save me
you cannot save me, i set myself free
[chorus]
where did i go wrong?
how did your love end up dying?
and though i may never know, i think i’ll just have to keep on dreaming about that week of july
where did i go wrong?
how did your love end up dying?
and though i may never know, i think i’ll just have to keep on dreaming about that week of july
[verse 6]
girl you’re haunting my dreams, yeah you’re stuck in my mind
i can run for so long but i know i can’t hide
’cause every night that i’m layin’ in bed it all comes back
and i can’t escape it, i drown in my blood
they say that love is a drug, it’s such a dangerous drug
and i get blinded by love and it leads me to my doom
i got caught in a lie, yeah such a beautiful lie
and i’m abusing these drugs hoping i won’t be alive
and at night it’s just you and i, i hold you tight in my arms, i wake up and you’re not by my side
i got caught in a lie, yeah such a beautiful lie
it haunts me every night, i’m just reliving july
[chorus]
where did i go wrong?
how did your love end up dying?
and though i may never know, i think i’ll just have to keep on dreaming about that week of july
where did i go wrong?
how did your love end up dying?
and though i may never know, i think i’ll just have to keep on dreaming about that week of july
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