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lorenzo the gawd - idk (i'm drowning in karma) lyrics

[verse 1]
my smile is a lie
you could see the truth in my eyes and the pain in my heart
i could see the truth through the lies, pain gon’ stop if i die
always feel alone when i try, pain go numb when i’m high
never been the one who was crying
how could you blame me, always seem left in the wind
waiting on death to begin
lord it’s a sin, d+mn it seem perfect
having trouble seeing what’s worth it, this like a serpent
need brain+wash with detergent, save me before i close curtains
nothing even working
tired of waiting and searching
happy in a pill? who the merchant
i just need a fill ’cause i’m hurting
i just needed you but you left
when you needed me i addressed
now i got a hole in my chest
soul got stole with the theft, tell me what’s left
i’m consumed by the stress, haven’t ate a thing to digest
i don’t want to talk about rest
thought you of everyone would understand
i never thought i’d be alone without a hand to grab
i never thought i’d stress about the things i couldn’t have
but when you need it there’s a difference and i’m sinking bad
i’m drowning
holding my breath you counting
turning my back you pouncing
when sh+t turn a mess you bouncing
woah
i guess it wasn’t mine
i guess depression is a battle and a test of time
my biggest enemy is thinking and my f+cking mind
this sh+t is crazy but it’s here i got to draw the line
[chorus]
i don’t know where everything went wrong
all of these feelings just seem far gone
lost in the madness so here i roam
i don’t know where i can find my soul

[verse 2]
i just wanted you to save me
at least, i mean you the one who changed me
heart broke when we had to k!ll the babies
i just had to act like it ain’t phase me
d+mn i amaze me
every day i’m out here acting crazy
dropping teardrops no paisley
drinking ’til i’m way too wavy
never used to do that sh+t
got me looking in the mirror like, who is this
now i wanna load it up and eat that clip
well i don’t but i really think i need that sh+t
ghost face for the long haul
reached out, but you’d rather watch me fall
reached out, but you’d rather watch me fall
lied to myself just so i could keep calm

[chorus]
i don’t know where everything went wrong
all of these feelings just seem far gone
lost in the madness so here i roam
i don’t know where i can find my soul

- lorenzo the gawd lyrics

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