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lost one - suicide diaries lyrics

[verse one]
the drive, the plight
how did i ever survive those winless sessions of insight?
i guess i didn’t
but they got the best of me
the dwelling, the anger, it all used to bring me down, but now means less to me
superficially slitted wrists are now mere blemishes
and all these fantasies became reality, but they were all just fetishes
in the beginning, there was sadness
then depression kicked in
and from there i slipped in and tripped in
to a lonely dark h-ll from what my hippocampus can remember
drunk and staggering, gathering scattering thoughts
battering the memory
hearing the pattering feet are death’s angels
flattering patterns of demon fists
fling off on tangents and avoiding of predestined focus
walking through a storm of raining locust
now these are not the same memories that i recalled eight minutes ago
it’s predictable
i never loved the habits that they incubated a human with broke agression
it’s depictable
the obsessive suppression letting criticism smoking and choking on pure optimism
seeing the same challenge from another side of the prism
i picked up sections of lessons electing selectives suggestions injecting a pleasant notes of rejection for soul introspection

[hook] {x4}
i oughta lay here and wait, for the lake to submerge
alex in the living world? man that sh-t is absurd

- lost one lyrics

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