lost & spacey - you're already dead lyrics
[produced by flame alkahest]
[intro]
[verse]
been depressed all my life, when the h-lls this gonna end?
tired of being tired and miserable inside my skin
when i was a kid, all my friends were imaginary
people couldn’t come to my house, because my dad was scary
locked myself inside the room and i played with my toys
talking with myself, man i really didn’t have a choice
started having thoughts of suicide when i was only nine
remember creeping down the stairs, late at night, i grabbed the knife
started hearing voices in third grade, they told me ima die
during cl-ss they laughed at me and they made me wanna cry
had me thinking about death while the kids were on the slide
sitting by myself, on the bench, staring at the sky
[hook]
that night he put the gun to his head
he looked at me and “son” he said
“there is no point, if you’re already dead
there is no point if you’re already dead”
that night he put the gun to his head
he looked at me and “son” he said
“there is no point, if you’re already dead
there is no point if you’re already dead”
[verse]
middle school came along, sh-t i never felt so lost
every body bullied me, they showed me who was boss
at school they picked on me, at home they gave me bruises
felt like i was worthless, walking round just feeling clueless
my mind began to shatter, started questioning reality
i saw people around me but no one seemed to acknowledge me
n0body did talk to me, the voices they abandoned me
i swear depression covered me just like a canopy
started carving up my wrist; blank expression on my face
physically i’m here but mentally i’m out in outer sp-ce
they didn’t understand, why i couldn’t smile
maybe cause i spent too much time inside exile
[hook]
that night he put the gun to his head
he looked at me and “son” he said
“there is no point, if you’re already dead
there is no point if you’re already dead”
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