lourdizer - a ghost in myself lyrics
author: lourdizer
verse 1:
here comes the disaster
trapped in our minds with nowhere to go
listen!
are you ready to pay for your sins?
here comes my apocalypses
here we go again
looking down the past, looking down the stairs
appreciate your beautiful mess
i used to be a hero, and now i’m just a pidgeon
are you happy that i failed?
no way for you to enjoy my end
cause i’m k!lling the ghost in myself
taking up my cards, failing once again
in order for me to rise, here i am!
chorus 1:
haunted by the past
when i always was the champ
searching for my dreams in the dark
lost my hope, born to fall apart
i used to be the fastest, the smartest
having the best grades, cleaning all disaster
now the youth in me has faded
probably i gave everything for granted
what is this feeling called?
just a lost dream or getting mauled?
tell me that i got some time left
to haunt out the ghost in myself
verse 2:
i call this my apocalypses
cause all i need to do, is to find a new hope, find my elixir
i got used to dream, and now i can’t even see falling my own tears
i used to stack my hopes, not the times i got drowned
as someone said
looked on the bright side, got keratitis instead
filling up my papers
to get to work, to not get stuck
and now, i just blame my bad luck
chorus 2:
haunted by the past
when i always was the champ
searching for my dreams in the dark
lost my hope, born to fall apart
i used to be the fastest, the smartest
having the best grades, cleaning all disaster
now the youth in me has faded
probably i gave everything for granted
what is this feeling called?
just a lost dream or getting mauled?
tell me that i got some time left
to haunt out the ghost in myself
chorus 3:
haunted by the past
when i always was the champ
searching for my dreams in the dark
lost my hope, born to fall apart
i used to be the fastest, the smartest
having the best grades, cleaning all disaster
always looking below
i’m getting sick of losing to my own
getting used to it though
and now i don’t know what else to do
look inside yourself
take care of your heart, don’t make it a mess
outro:
i just needed some time!
why i am going down?
i just found the ghost in myself!
i’m looking at it
i am searching for a solution!
i’m trying to be the best of myself!
why can’t i do it?
i need to overcome the difficulties!
i’m done!
i’m done!
i’m tired of doing this!
help me, help me, i’m tired of doing this
help me, i’m tired of getting rid of the ghost in myself
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