lucidious - when i was a kid lyrics
[verse 1: joel woods]
when i was a kid
never thought that i would grow up
never thought that god would show up
never thought that i was enough
when i was a kid
always thought that dad was a g+nius
always thought that bro was the meanest
always thought that mom was the sweetest, yeah
some days it looks bad
some days it looks bright
some days i can’t fight
some days it’s just life
i really wish that i could go back
no regrets i’m really just sad
never said i love you like that
never really hugged you like that
always just sat in the back playing nickelback ipod blasting photograph
it was like a minivan soundtrack on the way to outback
after sunday service
learned about daniel and the furnace
we made songs from the verses
i don’t have to tell you, but i know what growing up in church is
do what you’re told and the devil won’t get you
i wish it was really that simple
i’m not even trying to be sinful
i’m just trying to show love
but sometimes i mess up
[bridge: joel woods]
like when i was a kid in connecticut
(when i was a kid)
(when i was a kid)
(when i was a kid, when i was a kid, when i was a kid)
[verse 2: lucidious]
when i was a kid
i was trying to make sp+ce and escape from the place i lived
and when i was a kid
i would act out just to feel something embracing risk
and when i was a kid
if anybody talked sh+t, first thought was to raise a fist
just blame anything when the anger hit
and take it out on myself when i aimed and missed
so i talked it out and the doctor prescribed
he said take this, it’s an ssri
we’ll check in a month if you’re feeling alright
then asked if i’m focused, i said “well, not quite”
then added a dose in for adhd
wasn’t really sure if i could take these safely
every time i missed a pill it would make me shaky
wasn’t really liking the way it changed me
i would rather feel low than numb
once i got off all of that i really opened up
emotions suck, but only when you close ’em shut
they’re beautiful and really where the stories come
i still, mess up as it al unfolds
i weigh sin and i question what i’ve been told
i don’t know how far i’ll make it down this road
i’m just a kid trying to heal my soul (my soul, my soul, my soul)
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