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lucidity - october lyrics

[verse 1:]
i been thinkin’ a lot
i been consumed in my thoughts
-ssumin’ you be true, this isn’t you, i want you to stop
i drop down, to my knees, beggin’ you and i plead
please, don’t leave, i need you just someone to call
i always fall, and when i do you tell me i’ll be alright
i fight wars, in my head, voices makin’ my choices
my choice is clear, i want you here, my fear is scared
of you, impaired, the view ahead is somethin’ dead
you said i’d never be alone
and so i stare at my phone
hopin’ i can open somethin’, but it’s nothin’
only take a second, just send a message
just let it be, i need a sign, a piece
remindin’ me the times that we were happy
but it can’t be, and i feel it’s real, the deal is
sealed, i’m goin’ through emotion, knowing you
ain’t got devotion, in denial, for a while
i just pile up my stress, i guess i put
that on you, but that doesn’t mean i didn’t mean a thing
i loved you more than i’ve ever loved anything

[verse 2:]
last night, i was at your place
past times, i feel safe
but this time it was different
i can see that you’re switchin’
i can see that i’m losin’ you
but what i do, ain’t gotta choice
i’m feelin’ different but cut the noise
i hear a difference in your voice
i don’t think that we’re both the same
things change and rearrange
time has a funny way
of makin’ people just fade away
five years and i wouldn’t guess
i’d be here, i’m just a mess
don’t shed tears, i’ll see you again
won’t disappear, this isn’t the end
i been dreamin’ bout a paradise, in your eyes
but love is just to roll a pair of dice, win a prize
it’s expensive when you get it, can i pay the price
or will i lose it, hold it in my hands and watch it die
i’m meant to be alone, that’s a pill to swallow
at this point i don’t know if i’ll make it til tomorrow
when i had to let you go, it was full of sorrow
out of nowhere, didn’t know, to this day i’m hollow
i want you to know, i’ll never talk behind your back
a piece of you is stayin’ with me, and that’s a fact
i know everything about you, i’ll be exact
i’m tryna make it without you, i put up an act
fake smiles like a pro, i’m sick of this
i’m only broken on the low, no fixin’ this
shove it deep, cause i know we’ll never talk again
it’s just crazy to me, this is how we end
it’s dramatic, the lights camera action go
wake me up, i don’t wanna be here anymore
i see the sun, another day, where’s the girl i know
is this real, i don’t know, searchin’ for a ghost
love you the most, i meant it every time i said it
that’s how it goes, you love it then you’ll never get it
take me back to the time we didn’t have a struggle
when i wasn’t searchin’ for myself inside the rubble

- lucidity lyrics

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