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lu$id 47 - past endeavours lyrics

lu$id 47!

b+tch!

2022, 2022

what?
what?
what?
what?
what?
what?
alright
let’s goooo
waking up to shivers
still haunted by past endeavours
weighin on me
like a pound of feathers
i wish i could k!ll the terrors
fix up all my errors
i had to push her away
with all my tempers
bullied from the start
i cared what people thought
i was chubby and small
and sure a little flawed
never got attention
i was deeply distraught
was seekin out acceptance
so i started smokin pot

hanging around kids with no ambition
other than smokin, robbin, and selling
i just wanted some money
so i started joining
that’s when the charges came rollin in
court at 14
jail at 17
i was throwing my life away with no esteem
fеlt like the world rejеcted me
cuz n0body liked me
was clear to see
i wasn’t in reality
it wasn’t cuz of who i was
it was cuz of what i did
wasn’t raised normal
so i looked up to every kid
their mothers did this, their fathers did that
my dad was never home
and my mother called me fat
no disrespect to either of them
i love them
just wish they didn’t raise me then
neither of them knew what the f+ck to do
left me to grow up without a clue
had to learn this life sh+t
all on my own
that’s why i got an ego now
i made it on my own
got my own apartment
and i act like i’m grown
soon i’ll have this city
and i’ll sit up on the throne

until then
i’m still getting used to this sh+t
dropped outta school just to get lit
i’ll catch up soon, get smart, just wait on it
i ain’t the same dumbass lil kid
had some friends who left
toxic, mental, others dead
left alone with emotional debt
can’t sleep, tossing and turning inside my bed
therapy can’t even help me with my head
started working hard
cooking lobster and cod
still alone, so i drink, oh my lawd
distracting me from my goals
f+ck the facade
i’m really bout to blow up
with the love i got
waking up to shivers
still haunted by past endeavours
weighin on me
like a pound of feathers
i wish i could k!ll the terrors
fix up all my errors
i had to push her away
with all my tempers
bullied from the start
i cared what people thought
i was chubby and small
and sure a little flawed
never got attention
i was deeply distraught
was seekin out acceptance
so i started smokin pot

- luid 47 lyrics

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