lyte - disarray lyrics
[verse 1: lyte]
started with the vikes and the percs
it was nice and it worked ’til you built your tolerance
no scholarship convincing yourself like “mah, that’s not where the dollars went”
relying on a pill to feel like a normal human being is so consuming
see assuming he’s doing good and resuming clean (aww)
karma’s catching up and you followed by a black cloud
try to get a grip then cracked out (help!)
’til you od or you black out and your whole life stuck in the background
and you fiendin’ for a fix and your so called friends says he’s got something that seem very stronger
got what you seek next week he’s a goner
and this road gets deeper and longer
doing everything in your power coward (h+llo?) to keep neglecting the pain
that voice in you injected your veins
side effect infected your brain (yeeaah!)
in the beginning you kept it hidden smooth
that forbidden fruit you bit into
and all them thangs you didn’t do like come on who you kidding dude (liar!)
now he lying and stealing anything to supply the feeling
everyone says to fly on the ceiling
the only outcome is dying on the hill
you trying to reveal the problem
but you don’t wanna hear that feedback
but honestly you need that and eventually rehab
[chorus: stray]
you tried to change it but cannot get away
same sh+t but a new day
life is in pieces, in disarray
follow through with the sh+t you say
you tried to change it but cannot get away
same sh+t but a new day
life is in pieces, in disarray
follow through with the sh+t you say
[verse 2: lyte]
what’s a crew to do to be true to you
and chances you done blew a few?
and all of you family and friends in this room
right now they trying to get through to you
like step in my shoes, the view is long overdue (he needs professional help)
and that aggression you dealt hoping that this session was felt
think in your head you don’t need that sh+t
don’t believe that sh+t i’ma tell ’em what they wanna hear
you can see that your momma here so you disagree and covered ear
so you went to the rehabilitation center sick
feeling like a b+tch though
pukin’, sittin’ in sh+t drawers
just got hit with them withdrawals
this no way to live god so you leave the program and dip off
back to the hood, up to no good
i’m never coming back to the crib y’all
and you did fall right back into bad habits
and fell right off of the wagon
it got you pacing and lagging
and now you chasing the dragon
wasting and breaking your body
your arms are full of them track marks
now you couch surfing, hurting
deep down you drowned and know that that scars
how many times you crash cars?
multiple times from nodding out
caught up in the system
now you looking at some real jailtime without a doubt
[chorus: stray]
you tried to change it but cannot get away
same sh+t but a new day
life is in pieces, in disarray
follow through with the sh+t you say
you tried to change it but cannot get away
same sh+t but a new day
life is in pieces, in disarray
follow through with the sh+t you say
[verse 3: lyte]
sittin’ in the cell, got time to reflect
decisions that you made in life
toss and turn in your bunk afraid at night, pray to change the sight
but you can’t ’cause your freedom’s gone
so ready to quit and this course to be over
a year of your life in a cage and now you forced to be sober
now you got jams, grams, probation
or race right back to the pen
god if you can help me out i promise it won’t happen again
everyone’s problem, no f+cking around
understand now you got somethin’ to lose
finally off of them papers and back to real life
no more jumpin’ through hoops
(thank god)
and smothered in damage, no more suffering dammit
discovered a beautiful woman, another recovering addict (rush!)
that went through the same thing
and you found comfort in that, got a number to chat
fell in l+st and all your trust got crushed and brushed right under the mat
now you reminiscin’ and flippin’ ’bout missin’ a high, livin’ a lie
wishin’ to fly, this will be the last time
listen, my guy, you can do the same amount
seem so convincing to try
then leave you behind, leave you to die
with no response or reply
only god knows why and narcan can’t revive
[chorus: stray]
you tried to change it but cannot get away
same sh+t but a new day
life is in pieces, in disarray
follow through with the sh+t you say
you tried to change it but cannot get away
same sh+t but a new day
life is in pieces, in disarray
follow through with the sh+t you say
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