madska - beige paint lyrics
i’m afraid of everything
a particle, invisible
i guess i should count my blessings
i’m lucky to have these four walls
they keep me safe
but i’ve learned to hate beige paint
there must be something i could trade
without taking away all i’ve gained
snowfall
like a blanket
cover me up
i can take it
hate to break it
we don’t make it
to the other side safe
everything feels so alien
the sky above, my own skin
can’t recognize my only friend
but in the mirror she takes my hand
scared to be alone again
tunnel vision setting in
i’m my own worst weapon
wish i could cease and desist
snowfall
from my window
this isn’t living
it’s survival
of the fittest
wish for a witness
but he’s a no show
offering false deliverance
no i’m not a pessimist
or the least little bit depressed
i just can’t quite get a grip of
all of me that’s left
i wish i was invincible
instead i’m scared of my own shadow
there is so much comfort in illusions of control
so i watch the snow melt
in the distance
waking up to
something different
it doesn’t feel good
no not quite yet
but i know that
every moment passes
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