mahdeen abrar - feelings lyrics
i don’t wanna feel this way
sippin’ takes the pain away
i’m just waiting for the day
when everything will be okay
i don’t wanna feel this way
you all up inside my brain
i never thought the day would come, where you would run, you left me stunned, i feel betrayed
i miss your love, i’m going numb, man p-ss the blunt, i smoke it up, it’s not the same
you actin sus, you lost my trust, i miss the times that we would f-ck, it’s all in vain
was down but i’m up next, had dark thoughts every time i slept, i never knew what i was to expect, life always had me so stressed
everybody wanna act like i’m perfect, every time i f-ck up they lose respect, none of em’ no what i dealt with, even when they do they don’t give a sh-t
that’s the reason i don’t f-ck with these hoes
that’s the reason i only f-ck with my bros
i’ll grind on my own, until my name is known
and these suicide thoughts changed by suicide doors
i gotta thank the fam for staying so real
i gotta thank em for helping me heal
without any of the gaan i wouldn’t be here
i’d be gone like houdini b-tch i’d disappear
now i’m f-ckin’ on my b-tch or something
no ice yet but b-tch i’m stunting
not on top the kid is coming
a broke boy i lived from nothing
making songs that people b-mpin’
pipe my girl like its some plumbing
i don’t care if people judging
they all hate while i’m just lovin’
i’ma f-ck around, and make a mill
i’ma get a house, up in the hills
i’ma go ahead and be better than other artists, i’ll go farther as a rapper but still
i don’t wanna feel this way
sippin’ takes the pain away
i’m just waiting for the day
when everything will be okay
i don’t wanna feel this way
sippin’ takes the pain away
i’m just waiting for the day
when everything will be okay
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