malcom mufunde & yaaduniverse - pfungwa lyrics
intro: maka
so after primary school, we went to high school + that was from 2010. i feel like that was the most complicated version of malcom, that one. and for the++ from 2010 to 2015, i honestly didn’t even get what was going on like, i didn’t get… there were so many versions of you that i encountered during that time, like, so many. and most of the times, i’ll++ dude would just be like what what what what? so…that was also the time that, you know, the…what can i call it? alright, fine. that was like…this is…i had never encountered, like, somebody who was struggling++ mmm, was it, is it struggling? this is actually a sensitive topic. it’s very difficult t+to put, like, the right words, you know? but, like, it was my first time encountering someone who was dealing+ let me say dealing, yeah. who was dealing with mental health issues. and f+for m+most of the time, i didn’t even know how to relate with you. i didn’t know how to, what to say, how to treat you. but at some point, i kinda figured you know what? just++
verse 1:
it’s a war in my head as i’m battling depression
the voices in my head have audible conversations
so my brain cells are in a mental prison
my guardian angel just has nothing on my demons
there’s a story of pain you might have read in my eyes
coz i can hide the pain but not the red in my eyes
in the wake of the day, i wish i’d slept in the night
i feel scared in the dark and much worse in the light
might start believing in god but he has to believe in me first
i might be shallow+minded but i mean this in a deep sense
i’d learnt to hate myself before i ever knew what love is
and it didn’t help that my life was always loveless
not even my reflection reflects what i say
i guess it figures the mirror image is twisting my words
and that’s been the story of my life
they don’t think i’m inside the struggle but i struggle inside
that’s why all i ever wanted was a world of my own
till i realized i’m on my own in this world
and if life is a test, will i pass, will i fail?
coz i’ll be d+mned should it ever come to pass that i fail
hook:
zviri mupfungwa
zviri mupfungwa ndozvazviri
sometimes ndozvazviri mupfungwa
zviri mupfungwa
zviri mupfungwa ndozvazviri
sometimes ndozvazviri mupfungwa
verse 2:
my friends ghost me, so i made friends with them ghosts
to those who thought i was lost, yeah, i’m lost in my thoughts
i’m not talking to myself, i’m in touch with the spirits
and they help me write my story, these are ghostwritten lyrics
and that’s my life in a capsule
in the night, i think of taking my own life with a capsule
just overdose on them pills
paink!llers don’t understand the pain i want k!lled
had it been a little problem, i’d ignore it all
but it’s not a small feeling that i’m feeling this small
i gotta fill the void that i fail to avoid
coz ain’t no earplugs made for this kind of a noise
and i could never face an enemy that don’t have a face
but i’m trynna end this chapter with a positive verse
so bad that i lie i’m feeling good tonight
though on this bed that i lie, i won’t sleep good tonight
and when the going gets tough, they say the tough get going
but for me, going tough is already a tough going
i’m two+faced, i smile in the sunlight
but i can’t be as heroic as bruce in the dark night
hook:
zviri mupfungwa
zviri mupfungwa ndozvazviri
sometimes ndozvazviri mupfungwa
zviri mupfungwa
zviri mupfungwa ndozvazviri
sometimes ndozvazviri mupfungwa
verse 3:
i’ve been depressed ever since i reached p+b+rty
so my depression’s old enough to have reached p+b+rty
and i’m not friendly therefore
i keep reducing the circumference of my social circle
i need a way to take a breath without my breath taken away
coz my freedom’s in the noose and it gets tighter everyday
and ardent spirits couldn’t save me from these other spirits
my spirit needs a break but instead, they break my spirit
it’s been like this from start to finish
and lately, i’ve started feeling like i just might be finished
there’s a lot on my mind but i mind my own lot
and i ain’t got no one to tell, i’m by my own a lot
i’m in h+ll and i’m burning
this the point of no return and there’s no point in returning
with no external solution, i’ve to make mine for me
so maybe eating a bullet is the best diet for me
what’s the light if i’m sightless?
my version of color+blindness is from light in the darkness
to live or die’s not a multiple+choice question
when living just means dying slower from depression
hook:
zviri mupfungwa
zviri mupfungwa ndozvazviri
sometimes ndozvazviri mupfungwa
zviri mupfungwa
zviri mupfungwa ndozvazviri
sometimes ndozvazviri mupfungwa
outro: maka
we learn and we grow and (giggles). you don’t like it when i’m speaking like this but for me, it was really, like, a positive experience + however negative it was. it, like, it bore some positive outcomes. so yeah, that’s that. i’m done with my lunch. i’ve to go back inside. i’ve to go back to work so…yeah, there’s something that i wanted to say. oh, yeah++
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