man1ac - april 14th lyrics
[verse}
it seem like we hit a bump that turned to collision
i know it felt like i was keller the way i didn’t listen
i was so afraid to lose her but ain’t notice the distance
between the two hearts of the ark, i miss all the kisses
she said the love ain’t felt the same since the truce of commitment
the moment she walked out my room, i fell to a quickness
an empty soul with regret and broken stompеd out pieces
she cut thе ties off with me but that still don’t make it even
and i still feel like a monster from the previous episode
didn’t even plan any dates or watch her kind of shows
i never knew what was coming til it was under my nose
or did i know all along from the emotions that unfold
i don’t feel motivated to move on with another person
she was everything to me, even my other person
on the outside, it seemed we had the love that surfaced
she was always working, and i was never working
i thought that i was bleeding, she was bleeding more
all the pain and trauma caused, it was scream galore
this that real life sh+t, i never had things like this
don’t want another black girl, or another white chick
all along, she was hurting but she was too quiet
i was living in loudness, she was gon suffer in silence
and i was kept around til she rolled all the dices
and i respected her decision but the emotions kept on fighting
i was always told “be the n+gga that deserve me.”
instead, i was the n+gga full of uncertainty
a n+gga with no currency, a n+gga with no urgency
a n+gga who was confronted by the girl who put the urge in me
she taught me how to love myself, that’s something special
but i was on the last life , beating the past levels
i just hope that i’m forgiven and let out of this prison
with the kindness of her heart and the energy given
i can’t force her to give another chance at living
can’t imagine her being anyone else’s but chris’s
and i never wanted to be the kid to fail the course of love
and you wore them flaws like a human and it fit like a glove
and i know we not perfect but i still don’t have an excuse
and i hate that my action simplified the love that reduced
tears of blood and hearts of flames is what i produced
babygirl you soldier and to you know , i will salute
you planted the apple tree and i f+cked up the roots
you built this sh+t from the ground and i tore up the whole roof
you told me sh+t was getting old and i stayed as a youth
i apologize it wasn’t once and it wasn’t a fluke
i know you wanted this to work and i wanted it too
i still want it to work , i just wanna love you
[outro]
april 14th
the day .. everything changed
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