manchinii - not alone lyrics
[intro]
all you see is darkest night and that silhouette
said that everything alright, but you’re not okay
just know
yo
you’re not alone
you better talk to me now
[verse 1]
you don’t really care for music, do ya?
pulling out my hair, you have no clue how
many nights and days i’ve spent to prove i
was as good as everyone i knew out
there to be the greatest of this rhyme craft
i don’t care for plaques, i just need a mindset
i don’t need a bag, cause i feel like i bet
everything i ever had to get outta my debt
to the man that had planted this in my head
whether it’s a kick, or snare, or hi+hat
i just need a beat to clarify that
before i go to sleep, i’ve a beddy+bye left
to sing for all the haters, in the world of traitors
y’all my biggest harvest, cause you’ve lost what grain is
and you’ll pick apart what’s in my bowl or plate, it’s
written in the stars, and i don’t hope for rain
these serotonin sparks, they are like dope in veins
and i’ve been burning odds that i need to earn the reign
yet i still learn to box, but i don’t flirt with pain
cause i don’t f+ck with hoax, call me a bird of prey
guess i was born this way!
i feel alert enough to call y’all out and stay
cause when i talked to gods, they gave me words to spray
so if i suck at rhymes, then baby kirk is g+y
little by little, i move off from idle
off the dome like feral
i get nerdy even when i slurp those kiddos
when i ball, i hit em, and they fall like skittles
cause the words i fiddle with are born from venom
and you’re mortal in ’em
now the boredom k!ller is my turn on, fit ’em
like a mink fur, i’m around your neck, don’t wiggle
i don’t need a sword to protect my kingdom
but if you’re sleeping on me, better turn your pillow
imma come at night, gonna burn your house down
with my knives out, better warm your sk!llet
i’ve an urge to cut a bunch of throats, obliter
ate till every song almost cause to quit it
feeding from my palm, cause my b+lls are bitter
when i gotta spit it, know i’m ’bout to eat ’em
[chorus]
all you see is darkest night and that silhouette
said that everything alright, but you’re not okay
just know
you’re not alone
when i know the hardest time’s still in front of me
wish for days when i don’t hide and i’m not afraid
just know
you’re not alone
[verse 2]
but when no words come
what should i do?
should i let go
or how to get thru?
should i be calm
and never conclude
or should i be numb
till i find a way to
get back in the state of mind
where i don’t wait for rhymes
so when a day goes by
i got no pain inside
cause i can spill my heart
and leave no stain behind
but i then i pick apart
all that i laid that night
and then my limbs fall and my dimmed soul never lives whole
and my knees fold like a flip phone
but this ringtone is on my earlobe like a clip+on
playing pingpong making me moan like a schizo
and every billboard
says that i need more
a better lifestyle
maybe some bitcoin
i take a bigger bite
and now my lips swole
and in the midst of all
i’m losing the kid i swore
to many years ago
when he just dreamt to be a rapper
finding rhymes that hit you better
over tightest instrumental
he didn’t care for status or that extra sh+t that didn’t matter
later guys he grew up with blew up
he started to compare
he was so down with pain, he barely could operate
he put himself inside a constant state
where mind was constipated
now his eyes were stuck on outcomes instead understanding
every single star’ll guide him back to his own constellation
testing his heart for patience
checking on right intentions
hesitation took the best of him, deprived of inspiration
there was no self+respect
there was no self+validation
he was down on his knees to find some bits of motivation
he was the product of every fear and doubt
his parents left in his heart and he wasn’t feeling as proud
as he is feeling right now about being an artist
he doesn’t need any stardom to ever think he’s the hardest
cause it comes from love to the craft
and you’re seeing it every day
that you fall in love with the man
in the mirror that you never betray
yeah i wrote this song for the boy
back in time when he’s still fourteen
just to say that i’m proud that he blocked all the noise
and never gave up on his dream
[chorus]
all you see is darkest night and that silhouette
said that everything alright, but you’re not okay
just know
you’re not alone
when i know the hardest time’s still in front of me
wish for days when i don’t hide and i’m not afraid
just know
you’re not alone
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